NoE Me aNd NotHiN eLse BuT mE

2007-02-12T14:30:00.000+04:30

today, arriving late at the exam hall was just great. nope. my heart wasnt pumping madly except fot the fact dat i had to climb a long flight of stairs up. gees. evrytin was cool. walk down to my seat and sat. look left and look right for i haf to noe the people im sittin in between with. haha! coz dis two people either encourage me or discourage mi to do the paper. juz imagine kalo member pat sblah slumber jeks...hilang smgt noh!

as i flipped thru the paper and read thru the questions- which is, after bace-ing bismillah many many times - i still got time to send half of my soul up my library and search for the answers. how wonderful was dat. i haf to send onli half a soul if not i will be seen as daydreaming. i saw myself kicking around the brain and opening the drawers of the memory, just to look for the answers. and yes, i wasted 15mins by making a trip to my brain. but den, i tot it was worth it coz i started to vomit out all the answers. oh hope i vomit the right thing out.

so Fundamentals of Nursing paper is over. hoping for the best. next up, Cell Molecular Biology. though it had got along well wif my brain cells, we shall see how they work tgr tml. for now...NAP time! =)

2007-02-10T22:50:00.000+04:30

i am...

DEVASTATED!

how cud taufik do dis to me. isnt dere anything else? weeps. why of all things the pony sweater. weeps harder.

haha! im seriously mad. mad as in crazy. crazy as in insane!

and

I WANT EAT GUAVA!

yes izwan, im still craving for it. hehe xD

2007-02-09T18:47:00.000+04:30

hmmpf. im tryin so hard to matchmake Fundamentals of Nursing wif my brain cells. but i guess they juz refuse to get along? itz been hours sulas! oh gosh.

...slides open the window grills and plunge myself down.

and oh!! letz include dis. Congrats to my dear for passing the 'O's wif totally awesome results!! geee..if onli i was dat smart. haha. *sings* congratulations & celebrationns lalalala... he must be enjoying himself now. hmms, i rmber havin to rush off to werk after takin the results. hehh wad a spoiler.

tell u wad. i shall get back to the matchmaking business. urgh. *pulls hair* i thank my scandal for the wonderful songs she had shared wif me. itz been the greatest company... =D

last words...

i miss taufik. xD

[editted/]congrats to boboy t0o!! another smart one. sheeshes!

2007-02-08T21:30:00.000+04:30

doin a lil update. things are doin fine here n dere... but i dun tink one week study break is enuf for me. ive yet to touch on fon- which is the 1st paper fyi. ive been dilligently doin on cmbio...i duno why. but i guess itz time for molecular bio to date my brain cells! =) well den again, i cant chuck fon & pharmco aside. gee, i dun wish to go for any CT on my 2nd yr. buat susah jeks!

finally got my attachment roster. hmms..gud thing-loads of morning shifts.. and last day IS morning shift! I LIKE!!! but on the other hand, morning shifts means more time for dikir training. we haf to werk towards the comp. Open Cat. dangg, seram seys!! =X and den...lesser time for my dear? cannot. still got weekends! and the other thing, i was hoping for a CF dis time ard for attachment. but den we were given the same CI. Joanna is go0d...but den if get CF...we'll get Schade. hmms. oh wells. juz gotta make do wif wadz in hand. ho-hum.

and OH! before i ctn babbling so on and so for...

ALL THE BEST DEAR FRIENDS! who are gettin the 'O'level results tml. uve done wadz nid to be done. we shall see the verdict tml.

haha! verdict...siao sulas. dear is feelin so scared and im being a meanie disturbin him since afterno0n. actually, im anxious for hez result too! g0d knows why i feel dis way. nyahahs... all the best to dear, suzy, man, basitah, dhilah, boboy...hmms who else eyy. and all my peeps who are takin their results tml. aku xcited la utk korangs!! hehe =D tk baik sey sulas...tsk. niwae nnt time JAE, jgn malu2 ks drop by Ngee Ann Polytechnic. haha! promo ni beb...

hmms..menceceh byk btui. eh the font verie the small kans? pandai2 korang la bace. haha. till then, much love!

...no matter wad happens, im right behind you all the way...

2007-02-04T14:19:00.000+04:30

hello to all! sorie for the long-time-no-update. been realli busy wif project datelines and presentatn as i head down to the last sem. so yeaaa...loads and loads of photos to update! but i wun show one by one la..i go by slideshow. u haf to move ur cursor on the slide in order to read the captions. so enjoys!

-Lepaking by Esplanade-

-2nd last day of the last week-

-On the last day...smgt HS tee!!-

so yea! take ur time...lo0k at all the pics. itz all the time wif my clueless. im gona miss them. miss korangs laa! boy, who never hate changes. =(( on the other hand, loads has been goin ard the family...and yea. final exams coming up. attachment coming up. can i not go for attachment? so yeaa...and im gettin a hand on phot0shop. go0dness! last note, shall update pretty so0n here n dere. if not, i'll be busy revising. whu wana fail final exam..sia0.

P/S: i love u for understanding me, i love u for tolerating me but the most i love u for loving me...<3

2007-01-26T06:53:00.000+04:30

early in the morning @ 615am...
let mi do a short -random pics- post before i ctn on the dreadful NR proposal. i shall limit myself to 15mins, startin from now!

so below are pics taken ytd -since wati finally found her cam- before cmbio tutorial.

mi and dear, dear nenek Wati! ahahks..ye tuer? xD

the whole gang wif nariysa as the photographer...arent i colourful?

us in the dark..can figure out who is who? nyahahs.

tembam me and sleepy zirah under nenek wati's palms? ..haha!

saving the best for the last! i loike dis...we were juz posing anihow. but lyk all of u noe, a pic speaks a thousand words. it lo0k as if nari got mi pregnant -OPPST- and shez gona leave me. wakakakakas!! giler~ =P

ohk dehh. dah terlajak 7mins. better ctn now...*yawns* im still so sleepy. todae seeing taufik @ NYP. woopey-d0o! =))

much love;
blink2gegurl

P/S(post script): haha purposely put the meaning. To ez, yaya, syik & cassie... glad the cmbio presentatn is over...despite the difficulty we wen thru during the presentatn glad we pulld thru. great werkin wif u gurlz! go H.O.T nurses! =D

2007-01-24T22:00:00.000+04:30

ive decided to change the skin to a monster skin. coz i feel lyk turning into a monster and wallop all my lecturers for all the assignmentSsSs and presentatnSsSs they haf given us.

TENSION la babe!

stoopid.
stoopid.
stoopid.
stoopid.

*swoons to taufik's acoustic versn of 'I Promise Forever'*

ohk dat is so out of context.
and sho0ts. tml must go for makeUp class @ 8am. sho0ts.

benci.
benci.
benci. =((

suddenly i feel constipated. outs.

i love you dear...!

2007-01-20T23:04:00.000+04:30

...Mr. Babat has a sick girlfriend...
haha! thnk you dear for waiting patiently for me in sch... guys, can random pics again? my nose is lyk a leaking pipe- so i dun feel lyk bloggin much. =))

while gettin ready at the clubhouz. sesungguhnye i wasnt dat ready at all. busy fixing my own scarf after doin it for the rest. so yea -datz wif naq & tina!

a candid pic @ BA's office before our 2nd performance at BA's atrium. nice atrium eyy. haha -me wif naq & aikin.

Adiratna after Atrium's performance. thnks to my dearies whu dr0p by to watch mi perform! and as per normal, me aw0k blakang.

...and more pics to come. and guess whu did i stay for...

TAUFIK!!!! xD

hehehehehe. just to highlight a moment. i was seated wif the rest at the front. den i wave normally pat bawah2...tak la tinggi2 mane-hopin for taufik to see. skali dier tk nmpk. so at one moment, i shouted his name and lyk finally he lo0ked at my directn, den i wave..and he smiled back and wave. oooooohhhh i loike~! =D

ohk dah enuf. cannot many2...later sumbody jealous. haha! and guess wad i saw on the table wen i reach hm...

haha! suspect abang punye uhs...specs besar gedabak nyeks! haha!

let mi end wif tag replies:-
to Amalina: yesh of coz taufik!!! amcm...skrg nk taufik ke nk hady? hehe.
to Far: itz ohk gurl! haha peduli kan ur bro...drop by here more often. =) and ohh, tu la ur bro baru nk masuk poly ke...hehh xD
to Izwan: kter bully adik maintain, tk mcm awak. haha and yes, go get ur driving license ferz boy. for the meantime, i shall go ahead wif riding license? =P
to Nariysa: wah minah korean ku! dun lyk dat laaa...tag more ks?
to Cindy: u nvr ask...how to tell? hehh. den u got bf secret2. wad seys, im ur fwend mans...nyahahs.

much love; blink2.

2007-01-18T23:14:00.000+04:30

Hello!
random pics for today's cmbio lab class...
credits to zirah, my dear nenek. hehe *winks*

wati, me and zirah. sesungguhnye sempat eh tgh lab session!

me and zirah. do we lo0k lyk future CSIs?? or mayb me,..Dr.Sulasteri? bwahs.

the clueless gang wif famous Dr.Ron. he was so lame and so was i. bwahs again! haha

oh im sleepy. sleepy. and i nid to finish up the jigsaw...ama dun do can? haha! before i end...let mi share. my clueless gang can go so merepek but still i hearts em to bits! for example fiah, dgn confidentnye ask abt the movie, "The Day Before Yesterday"...wen instead it shud be, "The Day After Tomorrow"! xD and den, we sat for FON quiz in class tgr...and instead of sharing answers in the obvious reasons of A,B,C&D...we used Ameng(A), Bodoh(B), Cacing(C) and Keldai(D). and wati, whu was siting at the other end was obviously confused why were we shoutin ameng, bodoh, cacing n keldai at each other. haha! so yeaa..

i wan to sleep! bye!
pls drop by NP tmrw. 1245pm performin my dikir barat item. and at 4pm, Taufik Batisah is comin down. WASTED if nvr come...hehe =))

P/S: oh far, yea im the minah tudung. tapi jgn la pkai minah hehe... =P

...missing you loads...

2007-01-14T21:53:00.000+04:30

happy.happy.happy.happy!! =))
but not as happy when i manage to spend time wif dear ytd! hehe.
ooooooooh, i finally got a pair of new jeans after 3hrs+++? hehe. thx for the patience dear.

share u wif u all pics! gona be verie busy wif NP open house preparatn- dikir barat. so yea! end here wif pics..! xD

a quick pic of me, wif dear nenek wati and nenek zirah! bwahahahs. during CITS.

the gang wif taufik...oh taufik...*grins to myself* credits to narvia.

the gang wif taufik...again! hehehehe =D *bonus- got Dan!

lo0king foward to saturday...<3

2007-01-10T22:00:00.000+04:30

oh mi gosh.
sesungguhnye if dere is any way i cud stop time, i wud! the heat of the final sem is realli up...lyk wth. i feel lyk breakin down. dere is so many reasons to why im on the verge of breakin down. i duno how am i to handle sch and cca. dere is so much to be done in 3weeks span! lyk wth. wth. wth. wah mcm bengang gler kepale hotak. and im spendin the whole day in sch evryday-might as well i sleep in sch- and wth, tmrw both cmb and pharm retest is on. lyk pfft. serious pfft. i duno wad else i cud say if i cant pass dis time ard. i'll cry and bawl my eyes out? no. i shall crack my brain for the final exams. wad siaa..3 weeks away...wth.

and to dear izwan, i miss you lyk god noes wad. though u call mi evryday after work, the more i hear ur voice, the more i feel lyk running into ur arms. im devastated. im deeply sorry had im not able to spare any time for u. boy, im glad u understand my position. sometimes i juz cant think wad is to be done. all i cud think of is i want u by my side, and dat is dat. no matter wad happens, i promise i'll stay by u lyk how uve promised me. oh i juz feel lyk crying...izwan, im missin u badly!!! i haf to make dis quick to ctn wif revision. so dear, i love u so much and i pray for the better for us...*hugs*

2007-01-06T23:34:00.000+04:30

haha! im back to update...but i still dun care!! i wan to change my blogskin!! hmmpf how will i find time...

myself
ive been d0in ohk eversince 2-o'0h-7 kickstart 5days back. been a verie busy lady indeed. im xhausted.

school
so much assignments n projects in hand alr! lyk omg eh. cmb and pharm retests next week. revision process is not even almost 50%. whack mi pls sumbody...and final yr exams is in 4weeks time...WTH! oh habis kau sulas...habis. fyi, i lantak the bolognaise spaghetti, yg sesungguhnye ku kempunan over the hols! ahahks..

clueless gang
been weeks since i last crap to the last bits wif em! esp the recent SAWI tutorial. i was super insane! i guess dat was one of my signs&symptoms of upcoming menses. haha! Pok, Pok, Pok..bujang lap0k, bsok zirah nk kahwin dat0k! nyahahs most of the time zirah was the mangse- of course - till she got mi runnin out of class! den dere were loads more crappin...xD

dikir
dikir!! next performance NP open ha-us! we will be doin lagu previous comp, so dose whu din watch us time comp, pls do so on 18th&19th! free lak tuus...hehe. and on 19th taufik turun...aaaaaaahhhh!!! *screams* aku suke the many2!! =D so lo0kin the fowards to dis. and dun forget, to drop by the MCC booth! must tau...aku suke ngn theme dier..hehe. supriseSuprise!

taufik batisah
speakin of him kan...tml meetin him, nxt wk, nxt nxt wk...wahh! mcm wow gitu hehe. and thanks to izwan&mum and zanna-janji tau! -for letting mi get his album autographd on their behalf hehe. suker uuu! *jumps up&down*

---->wait, ape lagi subheadings ehk..

Animal Society
i feel so disappointed! 2dae was spose to be our gathering...skali tk jadi. was sooo lo0king foward to it...i miss you girls la! each and evry six of u! kalo la eh time permits, mcm nak spend solid 24hrs ngn korang jeks! must arrange the next date soon ks? but im nt sure when im free myself...haishh...miss u girls, i realli do.

---->i duno wad else to update on..OH!

dear him...
been meeting him once in awhile..but duno hw freq are we goin to mit in future..im so packd! i feel so guilty. im sorry dear had i not spared a thought about u at anytime, not been able to spend much time wif u, sleepin without warning -hehe- and loads more sorrysSs. but i realli feel grateful to haf u by my side. i thank u for all ur patience, ur tolerance, ur company, ur advice, ur support, ur nagging-hehe- and evrythin so much so dat makes us go by stronger. alhamdulillah... in short, i really love you, i do! <3<3<3

yes my girls, i noe u will all say i so mushy2. haha skali skale nohh...*winkz* i love u girls too dun werry haha xD

so yea, i tink datz all? i feel so tired...zZzZzzz...wait! i wan new blogskin...

2006-12-26T10:24:00.000+04:30

is it raining early in the morning.
pitterPatterpitterPatter...
oh gosh, can i not go for work?
and please let mi spend my time wif dear him...
hehehehehehehe xD

i duno for how many DAYS haf i been MIA from dis blog. will update pretty so0n once attachment is over in 4 days!!
*jumps up and down*

itz just different dis time ard. i miss rehab. sigh.

ohk gona haf my ~~dinner~~ now. ohk gosh, im still sleepin. breakfast i mean!
to0dles.

2006-12-15T18:00:00.000+04:30

uh yes. finally havin the mo0d to update. menses dis time round is giving mi mo0d swings in evry 60secs. gosh, dat reminds mi of a shirt pat JE. "My Next Mood Swing is in 60 Seconds" haha! shud get dat shirt...okay letz blog backwards. startin frm 2dae and back.

TODAY:
so juz got back frm doin CMB at BK cozway. was super delightd wen ez suggestd on wlnds! bcoz suddenly dun feel lyk goin far2. see- mood swing. haha! it was a quick one indeed. i loike coz we had our materials in hand alr. so yea and loads of crappin as usuals. after dat roundin cwp and off, go home! so...at0k and sibs, kak ika and abg mi left for JB dis mornin alr. mummy and daddy is leavin 2nite. coz daddy has to go to Ms Sal's abang's wedding kenduri. i nvr cud call Ms Sal, Mdm. itz so weird haha! smsed her dis mornin wishin her congrats on gettin a sis-in-law. and she replied saying she demands for anak sedare frm her sis-in-law by end of nxt year. LOLS. i wonder she herself, wen shez gettin one. hehe. baby junior Ms Sal...how adorable! =)) and ooohh, i might be spendin 2nite alone coz bro might haf to werk OT. SCARY!!

THURSDAY:
left home early ytd to find an outfit for Fik's party. met up wif dhilah and basitah and off to Bugis! bugis lagi...hehh. den left my 2 dearies for school coz need to mit up wif my khatu emcees. wooooo, khatu, khatu, khatu. speakin of which im spose to turun sch 2dae for meetin. but parents leaving at nite, tkkn nk turun sch...
AND I LOST MY EZ-LINK CARD otw hm. pffft. bagus uhs. so i haf to update my passport and make a new card. bagus.

WEDNESDAY:
met up wif part of the clueless gang to do our CITS. but end up, not doing it! we juz cant resist crappin and hangin out instead. so we decided from library, to movie, to vivo (again?) and finally to Esplanade. den we decided to lepaks by Mr Merlion. nyahahas...rindu kape si merlion. hehh. so sat down and pretended to be foreign students. im from indon...wah, bagus benor dehh! haha. den watch the karenahs of the tourists dere...so farnie.and alot of things happen. we got free coffee and pastry from Starbucks. wah! must lepak dere again weehee. den met up wif izwan for late lunch at Marina Sq and boy, was the girls kecoh! hehe. and whatever happens at dat KFC, haha, datz how i am wif my fwends izwan. hehe juz lyk ur fwends bahh. so yeaa.. den wanted to walk home frm wlnds again but it was raining...so yups.
and we got wati freakingly mad todae...i feel so guilty. =((

TUESDAY:
decided to drag izwan to Ikea Tampines to get a frame for fik's pressie. den browsed thru and saw a bed dat is...wah! not bad...shall discuss it wif my parents and see if we gona get it. but the bed frame is white. i despise white at times for it is so the senang to get dirty! den bump into Ms Tay. gosh, isit juz me or her specs lense is gettin thicker. haha. den headed down to Marina Sq coz izwan wanted to play po0l wif his mates. so there i was, watchin them(him, gawin, farhan, teck huat and MR JASON TAN!!!) oh wow. eh gurls, our jason can play po0l verie well eyy!! ahahks i tried playin but god noes im bad at po0l. so no thanks and let izwan play solo. hehe. den went home but dropped at admiralty instead and walkd home thru admiralty park. haha dgr2 org tu ader niat utk sesuatu...wakakas! so yeaa..den kalo tahu, i keep his mp3 uh. haha!
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so it was 3 straight days wif izwan. and i cud never ask for anytin better! coz im missing him already...awwwws. nyahahs but serious ar. i feel so bad dat my schedule is so hectic dat dere is no way i cud meet him. sobsob. im so sorry dear...i realli am. if dere is any free time i cud slot in, im more den happy to spend it wif you. felt so sad wen you mentn, "I guess i don't always get the chance to meet her then." cannot!! must meet no matter wad. =((

thank go0dness im meetin him tmrw and dat hez not leaving for JB. wahh if not must depend on msn, his sms and calls. wah realli2 sad. im missing him too much till i turn my head evrytime i tot i smell his kind of perfume. oh gosh. aites i shall end here and sho0ts i haf to giv taufik's event amiss tml since i cant go out far. dangg. and im still cho0sin another new skin. haha

i miss you.LOADS.

2006-12-11T18:16:00.001+04:30

hello!
menses cramp juz checked in this morning. sumore when i want to go meet izwan. wah wrong timing!! *pulls hair* ferz thing ferz, thank you izwan for temaning me. haha planned to mit tmrw, but we did mit today too! had to pass lyrics to Bobo on behalf of idris since sumbody kena go sch...wakakas. skolah kape? and omg, i embarass myself eh for my first meeting wif Bobo. i asked izwan to call Bobo for me to confem place and timing. ater dat i wanted to inform idris i manage to get thru, but i go call back Bobo. makdikauuu..bual confiden seys...skali. OPPST. =X

sungguh memalukan! dah lah bler jumpe Bobo bleh cakap lagi. ya ampunsss...tk leh ku luper. after meetin Bobo, we walked all the way back home from cwp. wah the last time i did dat was with NJ. rmber NJ? the weather was hot, but it was fun! shall we do it again izwan? nyahahas. and we are forever bumping into nizam. tsk3 hehe. so yeaa...it was just a short meeting wif izwan. and yeyys, tmrw we headin to the new Ikea Tampines. gona get a frame for Fik's pressie and mayb browse thru for my room makeover~! oh wow...im so xcited!

mummy and daddy has alr started to search for new bed and cupboard. wah smgt eh diorg! but still money is the issue...so yea. slowly2. oh whu noes daddy will be using the bonus pack. wakakakas! ohkay so we'll see how the bedro0m plan gonna be. my bedroom is biggggggg i cant deny...but to fit two beds. hmms...

so i juz checkd my Pharmacology results. fcuk. dah tu jeks.
blinkII outs.

P/S:i might be changin skin so0n. call mi insane. im bored~

2006-12-10T23:45:00.000+04:30

before i start babbling in my post...

Happy 25th Birthday, dearest Fik!

haaa kau! amik besar2 ahahks! oh yes. today was indeed a super great day! kick start great, ended it great. wooooo! ohk lets start from morning. i woke up in the morning all still sleepy and so i juz stayd in bed. den i forced the earpieces into my ears and switched on to Ria. skali lagu 'Usah Lepaskan' on the dot playing! wif the rumbling thunder in itz intro..haha! ...taufik payung!! terus mcm tahu jek im goin to meet him today hehh. then got up, dah fresh kan dgr lagu tu, trus yada2 toilet routine and then into the kitchen. no breakfast. but mummy was cutting sayur. den mi nmpk no0dle..so confem la breakfast miGoreng.

so i to0k the opportunity! jeng3...maklum la, next weekend home alone. so i ask her let mi co0k she assist me. and i did it!! *cheers* though, mummy did the tasting. kalo mi yg taste, confem tk sedap! haha so yes ar..can co0k for abang. if he wants. if not, i will be more den happy eh! weehee...so then afternoon got ready to meet my ladies! met up wif dhilah and sya pat admiralty, and hazi later at JurongEast and basitah at IMM itself. den at IMM met up wif kak az, narvia, su (i swear each time the rest call her, i terase!)and loads more of the other forummers. so we had to wait quite awhile bcoz the Power Rangers show was on first.

haha! mcm merepek sey. i miss the original Go,Go Power Rangers! nyahahas..zamanku oeii. so waited and waited to be seated and waited for taufik to come. wahhhh!!! biler dier dah sampai, trus mcm wah! *gasp* and he sang 4songs- Sombong, Holding On, Usah Lepaskan and All Because of You. snap here, snap dere...pics blur seys. so the sedih! but nvm...so fast foward...queue for autograph was super dang long eh smpai selit ntah ke mane. we decided to take the risk and be the last few. actualli werried gler sey takot tk dpt. dah lah tk dpt calendar kan...tkpe la. and phew many2 we still get the autograph!

den onstage, haha i was behind kak az. cute incident happen. shall not mentn coz itz meant to be a secret! den wen it came to my turn, taufik was signin the bo0klet when i said...

Me: Fik dah tuer seys...hehe!
Fik: (lo0ked up) tu uhss! (then like show sad face, haha!)
then he passed my booklet, w/o askin for my name! ape lagi...
Me: Fik!! i want u to write my name, heeees..
Fik: oh sorry! ur name?
Me: Sulas...
yadayada. he wrote 'To:Sulas'...
sho0k hands den i wanted to walk away...skali!
Fik: Sulastri eh?
Me: yups!! thanks! *grin wide2*

aaaaaaaaaaahhh!! saat-saat yg sungguh precious. ohk dah enuff. tk leh byk2 pasal taufik nnt ade org jealous. weehee! oh one thing i wana say, usually wen i see taufik, my heart will go dapdupdapdup! but now, it doesnt happen at all! only you make my heart flutters soooooo much! so i guess, no big deal eh cuci mata ngn taufik? haha.

last words...missing my mr izwan soooo much! cant wait to meet you on tues, and weds and i wonder when else...hehe. i love you more than the word means. i will remember that alwaeiz... =))

go0d night!

2006-12-08T14:30:00.000+04:30

aloha gud afternoon!

why isnt it raining yet...
sheesh hambogo. hmmpf.. sure he win the bet. *stick tongue out*
i feel lyk napping before goin to sch for khatu meetin later.
6pm ehh.
asal la korang smue sch...ahahks!

oh btw, im gonna be home alone from the nite of the 15th till the afternoon of the 18th. anybody wana offer to cook for me? fyi, i dun pay. HAHA! mummy & daddy and evryone xcept for mi and bro, are spendin the wkends at wak long's, which is at JB, which is jauh gler, which is... hmms. *lo0ks around*

*in a creepy voice* do u tink itz gona be scary to be home alone? muahahahas. ok dah enuff. lols. abang is sooo not gona be at home. oooooohhh dis is so scary. whoa! ahahks.. and guess wad, itz drizzlin!!

did i just win the bet?
wakakakas!!!

2006-12-07T22:45:00.000+04:30

happy! happy! happy!
why wuden i be happy had it not been to finally see him!
so ohk letz start from the top eyy...

i was super super late to mit him coz mummy requestd mi to do last min dis and dats. so pooor izwan terperuk under his blk waitin for me to be otw. sooo realli sorry dear! so wen i was finally out, i was welcomed by hundreds of going-to-die cockroaches under the blk. dere was foggin earlier...dat why. tiptoed all the way.. oeiii! who not scared of cockroach! -___-''

den wen i reach a safe zone, haha, i saw dis tiny baby cockroach crawling by. den i wonder why itz not dead yet...fuh skali, dis man walk pass in his black combat bo0ts step on it lyk he dun bother...ya ampuns! kecian tu baby cockroach. ohk haha, at one time i was sayin im scared of it, but nw im havin sympathy on it. nyahahas juz its luck! so den headed down to the mrt and meet him at semb. wahhh, i juz gotta admit dis. i duno how to describe the lega-ness i felt after seeing him. haha! okay yada yada headed down to vivo...and i wanted to get dis LVP sweater but sheeshes dun haf size'L'. big2 size can snuggle up easily...hehh. kecian the salesperson kena dig the storeroom. wah rase guilty sey! haha...

but of cosh, i did got sumtin! takkan gi jauh2 smpai vivo tk beli pape eh. i got one of the long sleeves frm Forever21. i tink gona get more of the other colours as soon as im no longer b-r-o-k-e. dun tink itz gona be any sooner. den walk here and dere, and we walkd thru the roof garden! best sey see the pple play2 water...mcm nak terjun...oppst! ahahks. den we headed back in to toys'r'us...juz wanna include the part...izwan dgn confident nyer ckp a gorilla keychain is a beruang. a bear.. lols. jauh beza nohhh!! weehee. sweet memories meant to be shared youu... *winkz*

den down to CandyEmpire, to get my all-craved Kitkat co0kie dough. still, itz in the freezer untouchd now. haha! and i also got myself the new Sour Gobstoppers. not sour onli...my sibs like it though. sweets mah! so let them be... den we headed back to cwp to get mum's and at0k's stuffs. munch on Old Chang Kee's fish fillet otw home... and up till my lift, where i had a glimpse of dejavu, it was go0dbyes...

i wonder...*sings* when will i ever see you again... haha! oh speakin of singin, we bet whether tmrw will rain or not. i say it will! must rain no matter if itz drizzle or wad...hehh! so other den dat, i thank you mr izwan for the great time i had today...no words cud describe how i felt wif you by my side... thanks so so much dear! cant wait to see you again...

before i end, cmb and fon results were out. suprised, i pass my fon. shocked, i failed my cmb. so gonna werk hard for retest...aint wana disappoint dr.ron! aites, gudbyes!

2006-12-07T10:35:00.000+04:30

weeeeeee~!!
today meeting him. like finally...
*jumps up and down*
stay tune for updates! =))

and ooohh, i realize i got no event calendar here.
hmmms...

2006-12-05T22:50:00.000+04:30

oh today...
i had to bring my sibs watch 'Happy Feet'...
oh why...
coz daddy br0ke his promise to bring them...
oh so...
i became the victim...
oh then...
i refuse to swipe my nets...
oh thank go0dness...
daddy got cash in hand...

ape aku merepek nie?!?! so haha yea, early in the mornin rushd to cwp to catch the 1st show. daddy was still sleepin ehk..and thnks ehk i kena bring my adiks. but ohk the movie was gud. best laa..laugh here n dere. ohk laa... i was so lyk wanting to psycho my sibs and make them wana watch 'Step Up'...but at 2nd tot, I MUST BE INSANE!

so there...the lil penguin calld 'mumble'.. cutey!

i tink...i wan to disturb sumbody.. be right back! ahahks

----------5 minutes later-----------

alamakk!! he recognize my voice laa. sheesh hambogo btui. no laa, i suddenly felt lyk disturbin izwan...mane tahu nga feelin2 ngn farhan. OPPST! dlm diam eh. so i pretended to be Ira calling from Ngee Ann Polytechnic. sape sak nak tepon mlm2 bute??? and Ira??? wakakas. so he didnt fall for my trap. grrr..despite him nt havin IDD caller. haha and hez msn nick put --->out to longkang, call to reach me and i did! hmms..guess i nid to train changin voices for future prank calls. *grin big2*

so today so much for daddy tellin mi i cant go out, at last can go out seys. later in the evenin juz now, met up wif hazi and her fwend Jad, to actualli get imran's album. dgr2 imran ckp tuesday confirm kluar. mane ade!! so nop, no cd. den they ctn to lo0k for ayu's pressie. so yups juz tag along. den i promised mummy i'll be home by 9pm. ahahks skali 9pm baru pat CityHall. den dah panic seys takot kena marah, skali tkde pape pon. phew many2!

and i finally i get to see my hazi! lyk long time no see. gona mit the rest of the animal society dis sat, i hope. duno in the ferz place i can go not. go makan2 by the beach. wahh happenin! so must see how...mane tahu my parents nk kluar. sheesh hambogo den i muz sit at home. hmmpf.

okay gona go down. bro came home in taxi without cash in hand. bagus! -______-
gudbyes!

thursday.thursday.thursday!! im prayin so hard nth is goin to make mi postpone it again... =/

2006-12-03T21:25:00.000+04:30

forget to include-

on friday afterno0n daddy drove home in boss new car to show us how kewl it was. and it was dang kewl!! Mercedes S500 which cost half a million. wth! hez rich! haha

dangg sleek. *gasp* though it din lo0k dat huge in picture. seriously big in reality! mcm u juz need to add a few more seats and walaaa, limo sia! den fitted wif a tv and computer. the CD player oso mcm i duno how to say. *gasp* juz gorgeous.

and juz found out abang is at PortDickson wif his police squad. wonder do wad dere.. hmms.. so yea. end of updates! *winkz*

2006-12-03T18:49:00.000+04:30

oh hello!
yes i have bayar niat to sleep and sleep to cover up for friday night. ahaks! tired seys...i felt lyk a zombie. *sings* in your head...in your head, zombie zombie zombie hey,hey,hey!

haha! okay i told you i wud change the skin soon enuf. and perhaps im changin soon again. if sumhow dis skin is menyakitkan ur mata by being sooooooo white, pls feel free to adjust ur screen contrast. nyahahs. sorie la. im juz bored. so about HS Movie Marathon. aites, it was fine. thank go0dness i had my ladies wif me. letz see if i can rmber the movies we watchd overnite. WhiteChicks, TheGrudge, EmilyRose Exorcism, ThePacifier, Hitch, PiratesofTheCarribean and Departion. i manage to survive until ThePacifier. after dat...movie ke mane, org ke mane. haha we spent our time sittin outside coz itz dang cold inside. in the matter of fact, both sides is cold for me! haha.

and den we orderd McD in the middle of the nite coz we were freakin hungry. haha so much for diet after 8pm ehk izwan? oh yah! speakin of izwan, he called mi around 9plus after farhan pestered him. realli?? haha so yeaa...realli2 felt as if terubat rindu gitu as we talkd. been umm weeks seys since i last saw him! and kalo bleh tak nak hang-up eh but haf to. oh sedihs. heheeeeeee now i wonder when we goin to meet up...hmms?

so today is the 3rd of December...a big shout out from me:

Happy Birthday NJ dearie!!!

and with dat, i end today's post. almost maghrib now, gotta switch off awhile. oooohhh wait, i wana include 2 more pics of MCC jln raye. credits to...?? haha!

whole family @ Ayie's house.

aikin, me, idris, nora, tina, rizal and iqbal @ iqbal's house.

bye!

2006-12-02T12:39:00.000+04:30

seandainya...
aku sungguh ngant0k skrg!!!
nie la nga sibok2 ngan tina nak blog2... hehe kecian lappy fana jadi mangse ku. thanks eh fana! ahahks.

yes tina...got ur name hehe!

skrg niee nga tunggu the schs turun antar liriks for khatu. baru 2 schs jek.. mcm berjanggut seys tunggu diorg.

aduhaii bler hendak ku pulang ke pangkuan mu ohhh tilam!

kks...actually kan..kter dh start merepek. i tink i'll blog later wen i reach home... after i go for my proper bath -nga bucuk nie lucky gt perfume- and some sleep will be best. so uhuhs...cyu all. yawnsyawns.

2006-11-30T19:00:00.000+04:30

I WANT TO CHANGE MY HP PLAN!!!
this is so frustratin. *pulls hair*
daddy refuses to change the plan.
aaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhh!!!

sigh.

thank you for understanding me...
we just haf to bear with it...
and i miss you sooooooooo much!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sigh.
see you soon. realli2 soon.
<3

2006-11-29T14:55:00.001+04:30

ahh yesss!!
finally papers are over, and term break is in! but ummm, im nt sure if itz gona be err...break? gotta do ushering for the RedCamp...kecian zanna i drag along, tkpe2 you and me tgr2! ahahks..and i deeply regret havin to cancel my date wif mr izwan. oh mans. lo0ks lyk we'll depend on next week aites! *winkz*

so im kinda hoping for the best for the common tests. theory were all okay2. yada2. and practical-i tink i screwd it. ohkay so the assessor was kewl as in not dat freakin fierce ar...but i kena loads of prompting. lyk oh sho0ts. but thank go0dness i dun nid to hang myself coz i got BGM! and peakflow meter...easy skills but i screwed. ouch~ and oh, wad i wan blog abt is to being a model. we all kena be our mates model and so i was carol's model. she did way better den mi. but my finger hurts. why? bcoz wen carol did the pricking blood, she din poke the needle on the lateral side of my finger..but middle! omgawd...ouch eh. wen she position the needle i felt scared oredy. quickly pulld my finger away-thinkin she will get the idea she placed it at the wrong position-but nope! i got pricked. ooohhh ouch. hehe but im okay. mayb shez nervous haha!

out of sch topic. im feelin werried for the band. loads of things have been happenin and im not so sure wad is goin on. sumbody tell mi wadz goin on?? had mdm tan not left, could things have been betteR? i shall leave it unanswered...

datz all for today!

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That night when u pop the question, i swear i went speechless. ahahks! and coincidentally 'I Promise Forever' was playing...how great i felt! cuden stop grining myself to sleep. hehe...thanks for everything and im soooo lo0king foward to see you soon! muacks~ =))

2006-11-27T22:15:00.000+04:30

izwan, can you build a fireplace for me?

ahahks! im being non-sensical. itz freeeaaakkking cold-ed. im all sweater and blanket over me. haha...mcm gini dah berangan nak gi travel time winter season? wakakas...nmpknye airbatu la ku menjadi.

pharmacology. tmrw's paper. am revisin loads but once again, not sure if evrytin is in. nsl prac...aaaaaaaaaahhhhh!! may NGTfeeding or BGM be tested. other den dat, i shall hang myself tmrw night.

please.
please.
please.

i need to do yoga. haha! okay bye.
sem break faster come!! i want to spend time wif you, my clueless gang and my animal society!! heeeees.
okay this time realli, bye. =))

2006-11-26T18:43:00.000+04:30

oooooooohhhh, can i have dat poster please? haha! merepek la sulas... nak gantung mane? hehh

niwae, i duno whatever im studyin is goin inside my head or not. seems lyk a 50/50 kinda input. nyahahs ape daa. tmrw FON and NSL theory. mcm mane nieeeee! aiseymans. insyallah la eh i'll pull thru dis sem. dis sem is sooo unlucky. haha i duno how to describe it uhs...

then im feelin kinda hungry after all dis memory werk...but then, wen i wan to senduk the soup noodle, trus rase kenyang sey! padahal dat one my favourite dish. haha ohhhhh..shud i eat? shud i not? haha am i being fickle-minded again izwan? *grinz* aiyaaa...later la i eat, wen im realli2 confem 100% hungry...wakakas.

den before i end, to my dear...hehe! sulas dulu tk pernah ade ni smue ehh.. jeng3! once again to you, i couldnt find any words to describe how much i appreciate you!! and why ehh, i always tersedak nmpk my name..ooohh ur blogskin nyahahs! *winkz*

2006-11-24T21:40:00.000+04:30

happy.HAPPY.happy.HAPPY. feelin rather delightful! *grin big2*
save it for end of the post ks? =))

feelin a lil crampd up, up here. revisin for my sejarah paper on sun. lyk omg eh, baru join balik class after so long MIA skali dh exam. makdikau. imagine how much i nid to catch up. den the upcoming theory papers, im hoping for the best. time flies so fast im not sure if all the lectures and tutorials are input in my head. skali output jek eh? haha! dat is bad. oooohh, speakin of which, congratulations to my Clueless gang for successfully doin our NR presentation and for bouncing back on our feets for our CITS project. thnk go0dness dat mister agreed to it, may we create one for his dog too. haha!

so wana take dis opportunity..after 6 days of my birthday. i wana thank evryone for the wonderful wishes, pressies- the necklaces, the keychain, the engraved glass crystal, the Zen V.plus, the Incredibles slipper, the glass holder, the cushion, the glass mirror, the belt and the brooch. heeees. thank you so much u guyz! i'll use it, treasure it, cherish it. yea!

changed my blogskin. was bored uhh...i tink dis one will last a week or so? coz i might get bored and change again. nyahaha! if anione got any suggestion to wad skin shud i change to, do drop a tag. maklum laa, nak buat sendiri nyer skin punye la leceh. now the houz kinda verie the sunyi, senyap...why? atok and 2 adiks is stayin over at wakyah's place for a few days. and my sis, she is so ridiculous! baru half a day at wakyah's place, she rang home FOUR times. im predictin later before she go to sleep at 10 she'll call again. she ask mummy things like she wan to change her jeans can anot? stomachache wad to do? is daddy home oredy not? ya ampuns..mcm mane nk independant gini.

ohk laa, sejarah nyer revision bertepek! if keep bloggin, bler mau game! hehh aites outz!

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To you, thank you so much for the wonderful time today. all the laughter we had today, nvr fail to make me so happy! i loike the heart-shaped brooch so much! sparkling sparkling- blink blink. ahaks! dah macam my name. and i will never never do anytin to lose it or else you are more than welcome to cekik2 me...

credits to 4 dear friends of yours whu helpd to pick it, they did a great job! haha!

and to end this, i'll be as happy to have you by my side...and i shall include lyrics from taufik's new song...'I Promise Forever'...

I'll always be there right by your side..
You never should ever run and hide..
Whenever you need me..
I will be waiting..

there! hearts you dear...<3

P/S: Taufik's new album is great! and his poster, juz wow uhs. hehehe. must buy ks?

2006-11-21T22:40:00.000+04:30

juz needed a break from SAWI assignment. for a few mins...
cant believe i actually have much to talkd abt IMF! juz need to find more supportive evidence so dat wad i am blabberin abt got support uh. not crap. haha i cant be writing crap all the time aites... and oooohh, many2 the credits to mr izwan for helping me wif dis assignment!

tmrw is wednesday. the clueless gang hates wednesday thanks to CITS. so no matter wad, we gotta face dat mister tml. omg eh, come to think of it...mcm nak bawak parang masuk class..den if he dun accept our project proposal, i shall slash him!! muahahahaha!!! ks dah. dasar merepek. haha!

----(one message received) datz on the handphone btw.

nj dearie juz messaged dat the band is havin their nite walk. lyk no fair!!! i so wana be dere for the band camp. had i not end sch late, or piling assignments to werk on...i wud haf gone to sch and camp in wif em! sighsigh. i miss the fun times wif band. hope they are doin great and enjoyin themselves now. oh wells.

and evryone been askin wad did mr izwan give. ahahks! sorie la but im juz as xcited to noe wad it is. you all juz stay tune la ehk to dis blog. and mummy has also been askin! to be precise, twice. i hope shez not spying on me lyk how you suggest. itz more lyk you gave mi the cat plushie last yr and she noes im still in contact wif you- the cheese tarts- so yea, she muz be wonderin. i hope! lols.

next week will be the theory papers. lyk OH MI GAWD. sooooooooo super duper fast time flies. sighsighsigh. den it will be break before attachment. WEEEEE~! can spend time wif him...*grin big2*

MCC raya pics to be updated soon...mayb one by one uhs. mcm suprise gitu! padahal syawal dh nak abis ehk..heeee. aites, cyu guys ard!

the big family @ syura's place.

P/S: ure most welcome! i shall support u no matter wad...and yeyys! 3more days! <3 <3 <3

2006-11-19T03:24:00.000+04:30

yes. im not asleep yet. i cant sleep...haven finish melabuh uhs! HAHA!

2dae wen out jln raye-ing wif the mcc crew. it was l0ads of fun- i cant deny!- but a few obstacles came by. but alhamdulillah, we enjoyd ourselves. aites! so itz 3am in the morning...so i dun realli noe wad to blog. haha! can do it in the afternn later ke?

but i shall take dis opportunity to thank each and evry one of you for ur wonderful bdae wishes for me! sms,msn,frendster,in person... thank you. thank you. THANK YOU!!! muacks and huggies to evryone. and oooohhh, the mcc crew sang mi bdae song twice! thanks! more thanks to the great pressies u guyz gave and oh! before i 4get...

I LOVE BONDA AND AYAH SO MUCH!!!
hehe. not bcoz they finally got me my Neon Zen V.plus. *screams* haha, but how they haf wanted mi to be happy alwaeiz! ooooohhh so finally a thing strik-ED of my sh0pping list! and abang is juz super jealous...awwwwwsss. love you bonda! love you ayah! weeheeee... =D

and...

also to someone...

jeng3...ni personal eyyy!! *rofl*

before anytin, im soooo deeply sorry for making you werry so much. and haha, ive turnd 17 but yesh, i do agree i still sound like im 16! awek muda beb...hehe. and im sooo glad you understand how hectic is my schedule. thank go0dness dere is friday. if not, i duno wen else we cud mit. and yea, letz take things realli slow. woooooo... slow and steady. nyahahs!

so, thank you so much for being so super sweet, so understanding and so...romantic? weehee. and i love you too mr izwan!!! sooooo much!! and jiay0us ks for ur last paper! your last shot in Os. fuhhh...till we meet... =))

there it goes...now mi falling asleep. morninsSs! *yawns*
P/S: suzy, i am very happy! *grin big2*

2006-11-16T20:47:00.000+04:30

im bored. haha! changed font...better to read not? i want to change skin but to0oo many assignments piling. better not. not now... i hope my CLUELESS gang is gettin a hang of CITS. we shall be ever ready to attack back dat mister aites! rmber start from small...nyahahs! and there are loads other assignments...omg ehk. i tink kan, semesterOne they giv face uhs. juz bc0z we juz enterd sch. den semesterTWO made it lo0k soooo horrid. urgh~

aniwaes, had a few laughs here n dere todae. i tink itz my nature to go a bit lo0se up dere wen the stress is felt. lagi2 juz now after school wen the gang headed down to Bugis for our desired design prototype. nono, it was more on after dat! wen mi,zirah,fiah and zanna headed down to JurongPnt. haha! it started all wif one song...

the song which goes...
Hari ini kau datang riang, tersenyum buat ku senang...

familiar not? haha. heard it on Ria as i tuned in. den wen im lo0se up dere...of coz macam2 merepeksSs all kluar kan.. den i juz kept singin the song thru out from bugis to bo0nlay. haha! den i change2 the lyric uhs...salah satunyer-

dedicated buat zirah:
oh nenek kenapa kamu, kenapa muke kamu stress... ku hias dirimu, boleh lah pikat abg apek...BEST!
haha, sumtin lyk dat la. krg try la nyanyi!

sedap2 lagu...aku spoil kan. MUAHAHAHS! abeh ader lagi! dlm train...
i was singin the ferz line uhh. Hari ini kau datang riang.. den skali dis guy masuk train ngn stripe shirt...i juz sambung- memakai baju berbelang...
and dat was where we cuden stop laughin! esp ME! mcm kekek uhh duno how to describe. juz imagine had the guy not had earphones in his ears and heard mi singin, confem paiseh glers sey mi. coz hez malay- of cuz he will understand!

den laugh2 so hard dat it makes mi sooo tired. i even did a song on skirt berkotak. ader la ehh satu bdk sch ni...nyahahs. enuff uh. fuhh! kesemputan btui. den headed home feelin al0t shagged. -ms shagged i am. but den still had to head down to cwp buy bathing sand, liter and playball for my hammie. am i so swit or wad...kechingsSs. all kluar seys.

ouch~

but never-the-mind. and ooooohhh tmrw, tmrw, tmrw!!! taufik presale album!! gona get my hands on the free poster. weeeeeeeee!!! hazi, basitah...shall we head down to Sembawang? and finally before i end, after 2nite itz ONE MORE DAY down. ooooohhh anxious, anxious. *grinz* to0dles u ladies & guys!

taufik! tmrw. taufik! tmrw. =))

P/S: i lurve the way DrRon calls mi sulas-terry...with the slang. haha!

2006-11-15T23:48:00.000+04:30

after today, i tot i ought to thank many2 dear friends of mine whu was helpd mi stay strong as i wait for him quietly...

to my dearest ladies of animal society, thank u for ur support thruout the days in sec sch...wen i kept denying any feelins for him. nyahahas. "krg duer kalo tk gaduh tk sah eh?" nyahahs. i wonder whu said dat. i 4get seys. how u gurlz were able to lock dat secret even till we graduate...wahhsSs. amazing!

den NJ dearie...dis gurl uh, nvr fail to pester mi to make the ferz move. where got girl make ferz move?? hehee. however, she motivates mi alot and help mi alot! thnks eh gurl...listen to my whiningsSs. =P

den naqiah...for alwaeiz askin for more updates! haha mcm news report gitu. and givin mi the fullest hopes and encouragement..wo0hootsSs!!

den my newly met nursing ladies...i was so0ooo overwhelmed wen u gurlz were so happy for me. nyahahs! hopefully, i'll stay happy alwaeiz ehk? special thnks to carol and xiaoxuan...whu pesterd mi. dis one another two. haha! made mi sms funny things... but heys, it all bl0omd from dere. sweet eyy ladies? den my CLUELESS gang, hehe, insyallah eh u all mit him one day. whu noes kalo he bully me, u all can whack him! weeeeeheeeee *grin big2*

den to whu else eh? i might mizd out names here and dere. but deeply from the bottom of my heart, thank u soooo much to all whu had given mi all the hopes and encouragement.. it all now leaves to...

yea you, haha! no laa...more lyk us. it takes to two hands to clap mahs? i prayed and hoped for the best in the future. insyallah... Now you noe how im able to be patient and wait for you? dis wonderful friends of mine... till we meet soon, mizd you loads! and wah, you got sumtin for me oredy..wonder wad it cud be...jeng3!

hearts evry single one you. MUACKSSS!! <3 <3 <3

with love,
sulas3

2006-11-13T21:20:00.000+04:30

ooooohhhhhh.
mi dun wana complain but I AM IN HUGE PAIN.
be waiting for two months odd for ms.red to come knockin by. but the pain is juz unbearable now. l0st count on the painkillers ive swallowed.

HAHA.

giler. no laa, i din overdose myself. i tot juz wana update for awhile to distract myself from the pain. oh btw, izit juz mi or izit freezing cold now? anyone?

COLD.cold.COLD.cold
pain-PAIN-pain-PAIN
SighSighSighSigh...

okay. done. byeeee. =))

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**the perawanis ladies

2006-11-10T22:36:00.000+04:30

slurp...ahhhhh....
a cuppa hot choco...BLISS~!

yea enjoyin hot choco rite now. bought it after a quick influence from hazi dearie. shez so0ooo gud at influencin pple! datz why muz resist all temptations at her precense. nyahahs. but dis one i juz cant resist la! met up wif her after sch todae and we went ard cwp. long time no spend time wif dis kambing of mine. whatever happens, may u stay strong aites? and im alwaeiz behind u. hearts u gurl <3

speakin of which, i miz evry single one in my animal society. hazi, dhilah, basitah, sya, suzy and mansura!! if onli im able to follow em raya-ing tml. sighs. goin to jb tml for wak long's place. nyahahs thnk go0dness nt sleepin dere coz confem leceh nk pack luggage. and overseas sms...gosh- realli cant wait for tml. confem fun! hmms...also to be fair la ehk. coz tml FOUR other grps ajak raye-ing oso. so hehe, im safe!

and oooohhh rmber the pic i said i lurve so much at the previous post, here it is!

nariysa dear whu alwaiez lo0k lyk a lil kid wif me. us after being brainDEAD. haha!

so then, wad else did i wana say? oh lyk finally boboy and family came since the other day seys! ahahks. nak dtg, kter kluar. so they came and haha, dat jepon boy came in slipper jepon. mentang2 rumah dekat... so hez adik sedare so the tembam!!! tahu amik pic seys. lupe mane letak cam..aiseymans. so skrg tinggal tunggu kter nye turn plak. smpai ke tidak ke rumah diorg. wakakas. so i guess, until here la ehk. insyallah dere will be pics at umah waklong. stay tune, stay cool not shagged! outs!

2006-11-09T19:00:00.000+04:30

oh goshh..finally updates. im soo0oo in the bingitsSs mood!! kebingitan.com. kan chombi?

i simply dun freakin understand why they make us take a module which are so tak kena mengena aka connected aka mcm gitu-gitu dgn nursing. haha! dat is farnie. CITS is pffttt bull*. why do out of the whole universe muz we take on business??? and the mister whu taught us...is so pffftt gettin on my nerves. and onli if it was dear Dr Thomas, i wud haf change my mindset of CITS. my ladies and i were simply ~~barain~~ brain dead dat i decided to lo0k for another brain. and oppsSSt!

sooooooo sorry...din noe u juz reachd home and needed ur rest. realli2 sorry!

so wen the brain is juz so dead..there is no way aites u cud perah the otak, so we to0k pics here and dere...courtesy to wati's cam. i lurrrvvveee one pic i to0k wif nari. hope wati will upload the pics so0n den can share wif u all! right now dat lady suhd be enjoying sushi...and shez been repeatin dat for the whole day, FIVE times u noe.

so back to the modules, im juz speechless. project works in demand...NR. dat one another module. verie the pffft. but i cant deny we realli nid it in the hospital later in years to come. the only module ive been enjoyin is Sports&Wellness! luv ashtanga yoga! makes my body go lo0oooseee..my mind at ease..yadayada. but the rest of the week will be full of muscle cramps. haha!

den on the other hand, dere is khatu planning goin on. i soooooo wan the show to run well! itz a big thinggg..we gotta make it happen! and on the other urm leg? nyahahs. i feel so guilty toward daddy coz i promised to help him wif the upcoming Qaryah Perjumpaan Hari Raya...where we are to do the deco. but im juz so tired, glad he understands though. =))

so i dun wan talk so much..nyahahs. so xcited finally get to catch 'Seribu Tahun' on air. thrice lak tu in one day! *sings* relaku menunggumu seribu tahun lama lagii... so the nice! cant realli wait for taufik's album and imran's album to be out! gosh~ ni duer sahabat mmg uhss...hehe! ok dah. sampai di sini!

assalamualaikum...

2006-11-02T16:15:00.000+04:30

helloooooo...
shall update pics on SuriaRayaLive! receive loads and loads of it. many credits to hakimB and iqbal! tinggal seorg jek nak amik gambar dari.. wanHensem! bler nohh bdk tuu... anyways, the pics im abt to post...ade kalanye muke ku bulat gler dan slim gler...ade kalanye muke ku tk maintain dan maintain...ade kalanye taring ku kluar dan taring sembunyi...ade kalanye muke ku senget dan tak senget...ade kalanye muke ku mature dan tak mature..alaa! apape yg sewaktu denganye uhs! haha! enjoy laughin at my faces then~

first up,

naqiah with me. nyahahas...no camera trick. i am standing wif incomplete makeup. suddenly my eyebags vanish...happenin! *twist*

FullDressRehearsal. Iqbal&Me, Naq&Elias and Yaty&Anuar. pinkies and blackies. did i tell...i luv our baju! =))

FullDressRehearsal. The whole lot of us wif Ron! boy is he soooo tall? nyahahs.

Actual Nite! Wif imran ajmain...he is so0oo the tall&huge dat i make sure i stand at the platform while he stand at flat ground. nyahahs! do i lo0k tall or wad...hehh *winkz*

Actual nite! Us wif Hetty & Hariani. amcm ade bakat tak naq&sulas, the next hetty&hariani... bwahahahas!

aikin was busy flipping her hair while i decide to join in the pic! abeh yg lain2 tu mcm bkgrd uhh...weehee. =P nie nak gi bazaar cari air sejuuukk!

us whole lot wif mawar berduri...kan3? atau senang2 kak yat!

us whole lot lepaking to watch the rest in action, rehearsin...

Actual Nite! Me and hafeez! pinky and redy! see how thick the foundation is on his face.

Actual Nite! NPMCC crew whu were involved...! =D

and last but not the least...takkan nak display alllllll the pics kan.. hehe!

joined in liana wif hair undone and was thinkin of showin the pass we got...but my fingers covered it...haha! no itz not 'tis' only...itz 'Artiste'!

realli realli enjoyd dis opportunity...hope to haf another go in the future! =D
till then,
nvr go to poly wif sweatshirt & trackpants. =))

2006-10-31T20:55:00.000+04:30

wah! mcm dah berabuk ni blog...coughcough! nyahahs.. sorie uhs long time nvr update. goin hm evryday at 6pm is such a DREAD. goshness. so and then, ive been Ms Late if datz how izwan put it. nyahahas...i duno la why im suddenly a latecomer. jeng3! i muz be pretty insane. oh yah! speakin of insane...let mi share wif u my insane-ly xperience wen i drop by to say 'hi' to my doc few days back.

Doc:hello sulas! ape dah jadi plak skrg...
Me:umm well...my menses kinda late dis mth.
------>and as xpected...
Doc:okay wait. sorry but i haf to ask u.
Me:yeaa?
Doc:did u involve urself in any relationship?? i mean, u noe??

okay enuf. haha! and it goes on. i felt it was kinda insane la eh. ferz time xperience! after dat she made mi do the urine test...and apape yg sewaktu dengannye. nyahahas...at last she gave mi a scary possibility. which i hope wun happen. which i hope the hormones pills she gave mi will work. but days haf past...nth is happenin. im close to 2mths empty. oh wells, im prayin for the best. =))

and also, im in desperate need of a shoe!! my shoe big lobangsSs oredy and thx to dat my calcaneus are hurtin. i wuden mind anione gettin me a shoe haha! but den i abit cerewet la...take for example. daddy suddenly bought mi pink pumps and all i cud think of is...does he noe such thing abt colour match? is so hard to match pink pumps wif my wadrobe! but on the other hand, gotta be thankful mahs. heeeeess. and also i feel so regretful for losing my one and only ring during SuriaRayaLive. heartbr0ken u noes. so now finger is empty. wantd to get a replacement but its so hard to decide. tell mi where else can u find a stainless steel ring dat cost onli 3bugsSs? hinthint! im kiddin onli laa...serious. =D

anyway, i tink datz all i cud think abt to blog. ohhh! im startin to munch on sto0pid things dat is making me gain kgsSs. omgness. the cravings are on...shud i blame it to pms? haha! ohk i end here la...bubbye. muacks!
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oooohhhhss...ure talkin abt 5-6years later. wow, it will be one huge achievement if we're still tgr then! at ferz i tot...ooohhh if ur course is available in NUS, insyallah we cud study tgr there if im able to continue my degree. but den u goin NS ferz...aiya. nyahahs...but if u were to go overseas-gosh-can bring mi along? hehh and how in the world am i not goin to miss u then? =))

2006-10-27T09:15:00.000+04:30

Dr Ron!

nyahahahahas. wana say dat coz might be showin my blog during SAWi later. aniwae, itz been so long since i last updated...no time uhs. sadsad.

so ferz thing ferz, me nak ucapkan Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir&Batin! ampun maaf dipinta kalau my merepek-ness ter-irritate ke, ter-menyampah ke, ter-hurt ke...mcm gitu la eh. atau anytin yg i post at dis blog korangs tk happy.. ampunkan eh... hehe. so da maaf2 nie, kter bual psl duit raye plak! 1st day of raye had relatives bombardin my place. i loike though...coz green packies alot aLOT! muahahahs! nid the money u noe...coz hospital allowance not received yet.

-_-''

so actually im rushin time to get ready for sch. i tot abang will go out same time wif me. but tsk...he left oredy. sighsigh. i aint got time to criterkn wad happen time SuriaRayaLive!. but soon ks, will update. now pictures credits to elias! bubbye...

the big gang of NPMCC peeps who participated...together wif Eka, Hyrul, Fauzie and Imran!

the all-so-friendly imran ajmain. lo0k at the name tag! all artistes had to wear dat. so the saddenins. taken using my hp but thanks to kyn for uploadin dis pic up for me.. =))

when TP meets NP~! a whole grop of kecoh-ness...great meetin yall, TP peeps! a final group photo before we kick start wif the show...

the first year batch of NPMCC? i dun tink some is aites...? hmms... hehe but i loike the picture coz verie2 nice!

and finally, wif MARCELL!! *screamsSs* lyk omg, omg, omgawd! and i lo0k lyk a mess coz it was a gedebak-gedebuk change...my hair all over and a last min pose. so i kinda lo0k maha-tembam tgr wif my bright spotlight- forehead. haha!

so datz all fer now folks...more pics to come! =))

2006-10-23T07:00:00.000+04:30

omgawd! todae is the day! been havin loads of fun the past 2 rehearsals. shall tell more wen im realli realli free..which is i duno wen. watch tv ks!! 10pm!! im part of the opening..duno if u guyz can see mi time finale. hmms. lo0k out for the candle ladies~! haha, im so xcited! weeeeeeeeee~

but still,

i gotta get ready for sch now. outs~
can i sleep back? *yawns*

2006-10-21T07:49:00.000+04:30

morning! morning! hoboseyo?
time check... 0645hours. wad am i doin up early? maklum la, mlm raya tkde pat umah kans...so nid to siapkn smue siang2. and yea, long time nvr update seys! sorie la. been ending school realli2 late. can u imagine how hectic was the sto0pid timetable! lyk realli gosh, gosh, gosh. i pray may i survive dis semester. so so much of a week in school wen we already haf 3 project assignments in hand. i tink~ haha! and my groups are all different2. conPuse-ness. nyahahs. so yea, hopefully next week will be a better week. which i doubt so coz u noe why? itz hari raya mans! and we are still ending at 6pm mans! oh man... sighsigh.

and yes ar! *jumps up and down* two more days insyallah i puase full! eh i loike the many2. but ive been feelin pain. duno constipated pain or menses comin. LOL. mummy was like "faster come! haha dah datang!" verie the xcited u noe! so i hope better not la. later in the afternoon will b startin rehearsal at bugis. dgr2 kena buat movements ehh...tarian nohh! terperanjat skejap. so ytd, went down to PAPEC, i tink ar datz the name...where Sriwana is located. collectd our bajusSs. mine is merah the jambu. haha! lawa seys. until at0k tot itz my baju raya. weeheee. den umm NPMCC peeps who are performin also... naq,aisiah,liana,kyn,aikin,yaty,fana,illya, rinni,aida... and the guyz, ayie,rizal,iqbal,wan hensem,hafeezL,haqim besi,anuar. ader sape2 tak yg termiss-out? hehe. so hopefully we'll enjoy ourselves aites!

next, thousand apologies to my nursing ladies for cancelling our iftar TWICE. realli, realli sorie. i'll make it up to u girls after raya ks? we go shop tgr2! serious...i realli feel guilty. so i hereby write big2...

im sorry...

so yea.
i duno wad else to say...

Oh! thnks many2 to izwan for not sleepin but instead meetin mi to pass yummy cheese tarts. haha lucky i calld. if not miss my chance. nyahahas. and the cheese tarts is under mummy's security! she was lyk izwan ask mi to pass to her, so itz all hers. fair not?? no rite...tsk3. muz tink of a way to steal it from her. but dun werry izwan, u gave more den enuf. haha! speakin of kueh...i tink i stop making kueh oredy. no mayb makin more cornflakes later. den the rest, if mummy wan do she can go ahead. coz i wun be home to help mahs. dad borong kueh at KL oredy so dat cud save mi some time. eheh..

so i tink datz all uhs...the haze is still ard. gaspgasp. adi-the-yeos!

2006-10-18T07:00:00.000+04:30

sobsob.
now i dread my new timetable. it shucks to end at SIX!
SIX IN THE AFTERNOON EVERYDAY! except for thurs though.
itz realli tiring..luckily the 4hrs of NSL before sch ends is happenin. if not, my brain had long-gone switch off.
so far, im speechless abt the new modules. lyk omg-ness. i wonder how ppfft am i gona understand.

the modules im taking dis semester:
-Cell & Molecular Biology...biology again?!
-Pharmacology...all abt medicine..gona be hell tough!
-Singapore and World Issues...social studies AR?
-Nursing Research1...neverending research...
-Nursing Skills Lab...dun mind the lesson but mind bringin the ppft txbk!
-Sports&Wellness...yes i to0k yoga. wad else? i nid to be stress-free...haha
-Creative Individual Thinking...wad more they wan us to think abt?!
-Fundamentals of Nursing2...not again.

so yea. im juz soooooo tired. i tinkn bcoz of puase. other den lessons ending at SIX...i got Khatulistiwa 2006 plannings and rehearsals for the hari raya show. and things at home still nt settled. kueh not enuf, curtains, change bedsheets...pls tell mi how am i not tired? sighsigh. and after the 1st day of raya...the sch nvr giv face saK!! straight all finish at 6pm. pffft. actually got one day go home early skali kena class replacement. pffft rite? sighsigh. i hope for the best this semester. praysprays. ok laaa..wana sleep back before i get ready for sch. till then, taking caring.

hot laaaas~!

i miss you loads...!

2006-10-14T09:30:00.000+04:30

YES ARRR~!!!

whuz not happy mans after ur effort is realli been paid off.
im talking abt kuehhsSs. yes i am! haha!
from 4am till now..lyk ohmigawd im SO tired...
i startd on kueh makmur...and ive alwaeiz faild in making a nice one.
not the taste..but the shape. u noe muz cepit...make nice2 the lines.
yea, ive alwaeiz failed on dat. den i end up filling the inti den roll into ovals so dat it wud be easy for mumy to cepit.
but dis time i did it!!! ..dgn semangat yg tak terputus..
i manage to get a hang of it within 10mins! wah trus happy banget sii!
den berdulang-dulang buat..bleh mummy rilek...
and walaaaa~ makmur smue da siap...wo0ts! baik sulas!
okay dah. datz all i wana say.
i want to sleep but im mitin hazi in 2hours time.
zZzZzzZzZzzZzzzzz...

2006-10-13T16:40:00.000+04:30

*gasp*
ehh i realize im almost late one month! nyahahs.
menses la dey. wad else.
so mayb im free from Penyakit.Memang.Sort for this month! wo0ts!
insyallah la eyy.

im bored.
i want to change skin again. haha!
but blogskins seems to be down...
den search under google, the skins nt realli xciting...
wad skin shud i change to? hmms...
i was thinkin of...cupcakes! but dun haf la. sadsad.
we'll see how la later. tu pon if got time...
finish the first batch of kueh tart. den later gona start on makmur.
wah im thinkin..sempat ke???
sch startin in 2days time. worst come to worst, gona spend my nites on kuehs.
oh mans!!

oh yah. announcement!!!
im gettin ~~engaged~~. no laa! bwahahaha~!
im not able to reply smses my dear pple.
coz ive reachd my sms limit for this month.
and my bill confem *poof*...we shall see how.
and if dad gona Qn me..im gona ask back why he go take a plan w/o free smsES.
thnks ar man! ---->my lil bro has been using dat...terinfluence.hehh
so yeaa..bear wif mi this few days. hopefully 2days onli. so yea.
still my hp is available for calls. can bombard mi wif all the ringings! hehh!

so other den dat...i tink datz all ive got to cover. hmms...tmrw!! ahhh! see taufik! see taufik! see taufik! *jumps up and down* den gona go for iftar! iftar! iftar! aper gaknye kter buke ehh...jeng3...till then, to0dles!

...u can do it ks! cedibahs...bear wif it or monkey wif it, haha! 2 days not dat longgg. but i realize one thing, im sure it feels different not to sms u before i doze off to sleep. sighsigh. okay now i haf to monkey wif it... =D

2006-10-11T18:15:00.000+04:30

wahhh thnks the many2 eh for the wake up call. actually ikut niat hati nak tutup hp ngn bantal jeks...tapi vibratn dier...ya ampun! bergegar jugak my brain fluids. haha! but no ehh...i nvr sleep back. cume melesak 5-10mins jek. nyahahahs! tak bersalah kena lazy bum.. sighsigh. =P

okay! like finally gona kick start making kueh. lyk omg...lembab nyer sulas! abeh mummy lyk if i no do, she no do. aiseymans. gini mcm ke? sumore left 4 more days before i start sch. where gt enuf time...?? eleh, lagipun daddy confident nak borong kueh pat KL. tu pon if he nid to go down to KL. kalo tak..pat mane nak borong? Kuala Longkang? haha! sesungguhnye...dah start la my sortness! abeh tadi beli la barang kueh smue ngn mummy. she ask mi to go alone. but after merayu-ing 2 times only!, she quickly gt ready and dragd mi out. wahahahs. am i gud or wad?

so other den dat...gaji still haven masuk. sighsigh. and oohh, im so reminded of my patient, Mansur, today. duno why...but when i was out...almost evry single thing reminds mi of him. spotted one guy whom i tot look lyk him but obviously, itz not. den tegur one of the kids in my blk and he grin and smile juz lyk mansur. and loads more uhs. wonder how is he doing rite now...nmpknye now mi can onli sedekahkan doa insyallah he can cepat sembuh...

my lil bro. duno wadz wif him dis bulan ramadhan. actualli hez alwaeiz been lyk dis. onli dat i tot during dis mth, he'll use much of his brains. but sadly, nope. he realli attitude u noe. nak kate hez lyk dat in sch...nope. smue ustaz&ustazah ckp dier budak role model. role model ke haprakkkk~!!! hehh. hez been doin non-sensical things dat realli got on evryone's nerves at home. confem kalo satu hari tk kena marah, tak sah nohh. doesnt he think at all why hez been scolded? daddy alwaeiz tell him to use his head. but i tegur daddy...use head, no brains for wad. so now daddy change use his brains. haha! ok datz funnie. but realli la. i realli wish dat he cud grow up and think appropriately. eleven y/o oredy seys. grow upp!!

abang. haha! lo0ks lyk im alwaiez bloggin abt him? juz too bad. =D u noe dis mornin after subuh...he slept on the sofa...wahahahs...mcm katak kena lenyek tepi jln! u juz imagine uhs. ya ampun. tangan kaki ntah ke mane...abeh badan dier senget..abeh muke dier mcm seriously penyek...so katak penyek la kirekn! *laugh heads off* im so gona geddit if he reads dis.

enuf uhs. takkan nak blog abt evry single one in the household. haha! den umm.. datz all abt it. muz get ready the table oredy...2dae buka maggi, coz duno wad else to eat. kwangs...

"uuerrghh~! gotta werk out mans. i nid dose abs!" nyahahs how cute can hamsters get. if onli Ajin was lyk dis...nyahahs!

2006-10-10T22:00:00.000+04:30

"Hello yes, i would like to order pizza..."

and once again, pizza. sighsigh. serious uh, i realli jelak of pizza oredy. haha! coz itz lyk if we duno wad to eat for buka...and mummy realli duno wad she wan to cook for us, there she goes dialling for pizza. so yea..beef salsa and meat lover on itz way!

nyahahs. letz do a proper hello. HELLO! wad bahhh...letz see wad can we blog abt todae. hmms...oh yah! i wana include dis convo of abang n mummy. few days back uhs it happen. haha ferz time my bro is defeatd thnks to mummy...itz abt mi though. rofl!

Abang: bonda, buka ape niari..?
Mummy: korang nak buka ape? bonda masakkan..
Abang: apape uhs. bonda nak masak ape?
Mummy: ntah. nak mee? nak kentang western?
Abang: umm tkde lain ke...?
Mummy: ye laa...ape kau nak? cerewet btui! btul jugak ckp sulas...
Abang: mane ade cerewet! eleh sulas tu cerewet jgk pers...sayur tu smue tk mkn.
Mummy: mane ade..skrg sayur smue dier dh bedal haa. eleh..bonda masak lauk lemak, sambal goreng, lauk bening smue mane kau makan. bukan cerewet tu?

------>HAHA! amik kau abang...

Abang: bukan ape...yan amik yg lebih afdal...
Mummy: haha! byk dier nye afdal...cerewet tk nak mengaku...
(Abang finally admit defeat. haha!! he juz grin away...hehh)

terkekek seys dgr ni duer bual. haha! abeh lagi satu criterkn...niari mi bangun punye la siang! kul 2ptg eh. tkde org kejut lak tu! confem mlm susah nak tido. and i nid motivatn pple. bler aku nak start buat kuih raye?!?! haha. psl mcm malas gitu nak gi beli barang2 kuih...tkde org nak tolong angkat. *hint hint* muahahahs. kiddin jek laa.
-----------had to stop for buka.so yea.------------

backs! recently, Ms Nariysa of mine bought for herself vans slipOns...how can!!! hmmpf..i oso wan! psstt...nari, shall i drag u to follow mi get a pair? hehe! but den, peseh blom ader!! wen seys gaji wan go in. if not must wait till raya uhs. aiseylady. OH NO! abang dh amik guitar nie...take cover smue!! oh tidak mannss.. ku end here. nak gi sumbat telinga. wakakakas!!

...realli realli looking foward to our next meeting. when? most likely after your exam. focus ks? hehe and i din noe my precense got to do wif the dvd stock. haha wad daa..coincidence beb. if not then i can say without you, onli my taufik's cd will haf stock. haha! no laa..im kiddin onli ks? jgn merajuk nanti sape jgk yg susah... =))

2006-10-09T12:45:00.000+04:30

1205hours and im finally lazing in front of this comp. why lazing? haven bathe.. bwahahahs. i dun realli stink eyy. and [want to sleep]+[haven bathe]= lazing! nyahahs start la mepeks ku. no actually was forced to wake up at 1100hours. coz i promised mummy i wud change ajin's sleeping place. it stinks lyk st0inks! haha. so i dragged myself down the bed...imagine the draggin process which i duno took how long and mummy knockd on my do0r 3times. so how long do u tink? hehe! so yea.

i duno wad to blog about. hmms. oh the other day wen i headed down to Vivocity/Bugis wif hazi and dhilah dearie...2 things i want to highlight. but i 4get the other one. how hazi..? haha. so okay dear tortoise of mine was said by a salesgirl dat shez a softspoken and gentle girl! wahahahas. purposely do dat. but itz true la...when shez nt wif us! lols. so den the other one ntah la eh. i tink prolly mi and hazi coincidentally wear black...and so the two of us were so mean dat we bullied dhilah whu was nt wearin black. haha! poor tortoise of mine. cayang dier..

so finally gave izwan his bdae pressie. phew many2! he can fit into the 2teEs i gotten for him. kalo tk muat...tk tahu nohh ape aku nk buat. haha! byk ku nye pressie besar eh? i purposely placed the 2 tees in a big box. alaa, i karung guni mahs. collect boxes. lols!! dah lepas tu, ku tak tahu ape lagi nak diperbualkan. heheh. sch is startin next week...like finally! confem hectic. most of my days are ending at 6pm. but start late. thnks ar to whuever dat did the timetable. so nmpknye buke puase pat luar uhs. sadsad. lucky last week of puase!

and den finally can ubat my rindu for fik! haha! i sound so lyk wad eh. sorie uhs. weeeeeeee!! gona go see him at JP dis sat before goin for MCC iftar. thnk go0dness tmpt tk jauh. kalo tk nmpknye ku smpai iftar lmbt. weeheeee! and yeshh im so lo0kin foward to see all my mcc pple...mcm bertahun dh tk jumpe haha! so yea. i tink tu jeks la i cud think to blog abt. permisi... cedibahs!

dan seterusnya rasa ini slalu terjadi dan tak pernah berkurang..hatiku hanya untuk dirimu aku bahagia bila kamu bahagia...-nirina zubir

2006-10-07T08:04:00.000+04:30

ya allah...kenapa la jerebu tak kurang.
byk la diorg nye ramalan wind change directn...*slaps forehead*
gara2 jerebu my cough has been realli bad especially wen im outdo0rs. tapi krg mcm tk kenal aku...degil! *hahaz* kluar jgk rumah...ytd was walkin to my patient's house skali i cuden stop coughin. lingling and jess panic oredy. at dat moment, they tot they wud nid to do cpr on me. *hahaz* in the ferz place lyk as if they noe cpr. realli uhs...my cough tablets left 2onli. jialak lors...usually i onli eat 3 and my cough will be fine. dis is bad mans! im the onli one whu dun haf asthma among my sibs..yet im the one being greatly affectd. masyallah...

ohkay la, letz move on. ytd went back to the hospital. as per normal, evryone suprised why we gt nth better to do. *hahaz* but disappointin coz most of my patients discharge oredy..includin my UncleFlinstone!! hmmpf...sad seys. how many patients i noe left...7? from al0t to seven? sad rite. so from dere we headed to my patient's place...call her TaiMa (great-grandmother)...correct nt? *hehez* she is one! met up wif her great-granddaughter (Vanessa), whu is suprisingly my sec sch junior, whu brought us dere.

den TaiMa was realli2 happy to see..yet she scold us for not callin and tellin her we comin. *hahaz* but actually, the maid(imas) and Vanessa reminded her lyk umpteen times! muz understand...muz understand. *hehez* so yea we sat, chatted and laughd so much wif her. as usual, she had soooo many things to tell us. a great storyteller indeed! *winkz* but at the end of the day, realli felt great dat our time spent on her realli made her feel sooo happy. ya so happy until i want to go home she dun let mi go. *hahaz* at last, she had no choice mahs. i din promise her i wud come down again but promise will call and check on her uhs. den TaiMa insisted dat she send us all the way down. so touchings. den wen we finally parted...chey lyk wad lyk dat! can see TaiMa face verie2 sad but doubt she cry uhs. so yeaaa..den my coughings start again. and once again my 2girls got panic. *hahaz*

den reach home...penat semcm. prolly coughed too much. abang was lyk sarcatically sayin why i felt soooo tired whereas he was on nite-standby but din felt dat tired. wad bahhhs!! doesnt he understand my situatn...nyeah. so now early in the mornin, shud sleep back...but cuden coz i feel so sesak. mummy dari tadi remind mi wasted kalo batalkan puase. *wahahas* sape nk batalkan puase..im strong! cedibahs! muz show dat coz later mitin dhilah and hazi. if coughin away how to go out. *hahaz* see i told you..i complain abt the haze yet im goin out. *big grin* so yeaa..cya guyz around!

2006-10-06T07:05:00.000+04:30

it is very early in the morning.
*hahaz* early la coz usually im sleepin at dis time and will onli wake up at no0n! and mum dun care seys..wahh! but 2dae goin to the hospital..miz my patients damn loads la. confem al0t discharged oredy. sigh2. den goin to 2 of my patient's homes. so yeaaa..lyk hari raya visitin lyk dat.lols! so uhuhs. actually my intention of bloggin is dis...

i slept quite late uhs last nite. duno wad time..i tink 2am uhs. *hahaz* tido tak tgk jam..nak uat pers. so wad i did was i spend my time goin evry single post ive typed under dis blog...if im not wrong, dis post will be my 314th post. lyk wah! 2 1/2 years wif dis blog..lyk wahh la! and insyallah...will carry on selagi i can update my blog. den as i read evry single post, i realize how much ive matured in my werds *ahemms*...my daily activities...esp how much ive blog on evry single thing datz been happenin. wow. well done sulas, uve made ur blog ur evrytin. cedibahs lyk wad lyk dat.

and all dose posts brought back fond memos(din noe i wrote so much abt you)...dat some i end up laughin at once again! itz bcoz i got too engrossed datz why i slept quite late..*hahaz* so yeaa..i wonder how will i react when i read thru my old posts one again in years to come! till then, shall go back to sleep now...go0dbyes!

2006-10-05T14:31:00.000+04:30

aku memang pencinta wanita..yang mungkin seperti dia...

korang juz imagine abgku nyanyi lagu IrwanSyah yg tu. ya ampun!! sumbangs0rt dehh!! dgn muke2 dier...wah tk leh angkat. the next thing im so nt lo0kin 4ward is kalo dier dh tahu guitar tabs to dat song...confem bkn dgn muke jek, dgn guitar2 skali! *slaps forehead* so datz wad my bro been up to...sadly, haf to tolerate him. hehh

so wad ive been up to...hmmz. ytd went to search for izwan's pressie. yet, he is another guy. so makes it quite hard for mi to know wad to buy for him. lain la girls, anytin we accept eyy? *hahaz* no laa..not dat. but yea back to story. *hahaz* i go search..for hours ehh...so many things in mind but i juz duno which to choose uhs. abeh sms org tu mintak skit hint kape...member tido sey! mcm sedih gitu. s0bsob. *hehez* so i go by luck uhh...harap2 dier suke. tapi yg ku nak ceritekn...got dis saleslady punye la smgt habis recommend mi sane sini...at last beli jgk la. but u all shud see hw smgt she was!! ikut hati...mcm nak gelak jek! *nyahahas* why not write in and comment abt dat staff...no time la!! *stick tongue out*

so reachd home, juz nice azan utk buka. alhamdulillah. den mummy lo0k at wad i bought..and she askd, "Asal tk jadi beli baju kurung?" and all i reactd was laughin my heads off. duno why...*hahaz* so izwan, mak aku suggest beli baju kurung utk kau..wahahahs. but nope, i din get dat takot jek sluar tk muat ke. jadi kter tgk la camne reactn member lepas dpt pressie yg sesungguhnye besar! suke aku suspend-suspend! *muahahas* tapi mcm sedih uhs..tkpe la. *big grin*

so dah beli pressie kan...tinggal nak wish..so...
Happy Bdae to my Pakngah, Izwannizam!

other den dat, taufik will be on 'Bicara' 2nite! kyn, byk kau nye taufik nak kahwin ehh...*hahaz* it seems lyk the media is sooooo affectd wif the idea dat taufik fans are decreasing due to arrival of hady. biar laa...taufik still got hardcore fans lyk us!! \m/ dah merepek. must watch him 2nite ks?? *nyahahs* i shall take my leave now. bubbye!!

2006-10-03T23:40:00.000+04:30

at this moment of time...i realli wan acun to grow fast realli badly!! kecian seys mi sorang anak dara..kena tolong buat kerja umah yg punye la byk. sesungguhnye kalo abg ngn syuk perempuan...diorg leh tlg eh. skrg tidak...melesak trus nohh pat sofa. aiseylady~! so juz now helpd alot...and for the ferz time i sweat alot. duno why mayb bcoz time buka at0k force mi to eat alot. *hahaz* dier yg baru baik sakit, mi plak yg kena sental.

speakin of at0k...alhamdulillah hez well enuf now to walk on his own. cuma makan masih ader skit probs. and the ferz joke he "opend" on the dining table was bler nak cuci tangan using the tekoh. den i say la gosok dulu. den he say skali kluar jin! den dier nak blang jin tu suruh carikan jodoh utk mi. LOL. smpai tercekik eh mkn mi rebus! so yea. gud to haf him back on his feet coz no other imam can replace him la! *hahaz* kalo daddy tahu, mamp0sss. =P

so i got more pics for Adiratna iftar! credits many to Illya and Huda! mehh kter kasi flower pat krgs. hehe!

waiting to enter Arnolds...wah! can still feel the kekecohan!

di pitst0p number...3! sempat kter duduk pat tangga suruh auntie amik kan pic. *hehez*

tgk la! nak cross pon kecohhss..tsk3. the fun wif evryone around..=D

dah laa..tu jeks. takkan nk byk-bykkan..*hehez* skrg nak gi..tido uhs! dah penat seys tolong kemas..*phew*

Happy Bdae to my HotNurse, Cassie!

2006-10-02T23:13:00.000+04:30

*ahem* hello!!!
my voice is still very sore...but decide to say 'Hi' to my doc..so nyahahs, my voice shud be back to normal in few days time -perhaps itz all abt the haze. wad u tink? hmms. so itz been one week of fasting, one week of rest from attachment and one week oredy but GAJI BLOM MASUK EYY. *grinz* i miss my patients. i feel lyk visitin them again. shud i? *hahaz*

so ytd, met up wif izwan to get suzy's wayyy belated pressie. and pls, itz PURE COINCIDENCE dat we bump into each other in the same train! tak bersalah aku kena sibok... so yea, den reach cwp...duno which shop to go. *hahaz* den go upppp den downnnn and last stop, Metro. oh btw, Suzy! if you're readin dis..izwan is the one whu ch0se ur pressie. LOL. not bad uhh his taste? suspect kan (mcm kenal jek line ni)..member pernah beli handbag! so yea..den headed down to ColdStorage to get neopolitan icecream! i noe...i havin sorethroat shuden be eatin icecream..ive yet to eat ks. bought it for my sibs...and wah, they ate aLOT! hope they are kind enuf to save it for me. *hehez* so, i thank izwan for layaning MsSore and being my carrier man! aiyaaa..carry 2bags onli...*hahaz*

den back to saturday, had a superbly gerek time wif my Adiratna girls! bak kata pepatah tina, terubat jugak rindu. *hahaz* so almost evryone was dere includin some seniors ive nvr met before. den we all headed to Arnolds CityPlaza. on the way dere, mi bleh layan tina buat ragam giler! *hahaz* baik tina...lain kali kter buat lagi ks? den while waitin to masuk Arnolds..snap pics and den it was buka time! it was whole load of laughin lagi2 bler dpt satu meja ngn dee,yaty,fana,ama and naq! nasib baik nohh ku tk tercekik! den after dat some of us go solat pat surau KampungMelayu. den kter menyelitkan diri dlm bazaar geylang yg punye la penuh! at ferz the chain was lead by our cikguSsSs, dila & dee and not forgettin our principal, huda. HAHA! pastu nasib baik byk pitstopsSs! kalo tak oxygen tk kecukupan seys. dah nurse kena cari oxygen tank. *hahaz*

so in the end, we decide to lepak at McD SporePost. but den the call i receive frm abang was too urgent oredy. so i apologize to my dear girls for havin to leave early. kalo tk confem dpt join krg kecoh2 pat McD. so left wif naq and headed home. den the kecohness at home plak. despite being tired..slept onli for 2hrs eh. luckily i din lo0k shaggd wen go mit izwan. *phew* nyahahs...so yea, dose were the weekend updates. pics up next..many2 credits to Dila, Tina and..krg jek kan? *hehez*

di suatu sudut PayaLebar..liana,ama,kyn,diriku and naq~!

tina tried to kiss me...oh tidak! nafsu kena maintain ks..OPPS! *hehez*

at Arnolds..awaiting for buka time!

and datz all for today! heeeees. and eh, i juz realize for all the pics i did the teethless smile. bwahahahs! sounds weird wen i say lyk dat. wonder why? mayb bcoz haven buka..so muz smile lyk dat? LOLS. toodles~!

>>alamak! itz nearing...oh no. how? hmms..you got any request? Barbie doll?*hehez* and yeps, i had a great time wif you despite being an hour layaning my sortness! =))

2006-10-01T01:15:00.000+04:30

at0k is sick.
very very sick.
i hope he will get better.
insyallah.
my voice is like gonecase.
just lyk dat.
the haze laaaaaa.
evryone thinks my voice rabak.
wah dasyat beb gini.
*coughs*
dah la tkde cough medicine.
jeng3.
wahahahs ohk enuf.
duno if im sleepin or not.
kalo tak, until sahur la i wun sleep.
gud early mornin pple. =)

2006-09-29T12:45:00.001+04:30

sigh~ i duno why i go and switch to BetaBlogger. no difference...but lyk slow seys. halamak. why la! nvm...

juz a short one. in my sengau mode. had fever. puasa sumore. wahhh punye la weak kehabisan! but nehmind...still gt abit energy. cant believe abang startd his friendster blog! haha. he used to ask mi why la i do all dis bloggin and stuffs. skali dier pn dh start blog. wahs. and muahahs, wad more can i do den to read his blog! bleh katekan..abg aku ni pandai simpan rahsia. guys, they nvr do show their feelings and deep tots? am i wrong to say dat...? hmmz...

okay la. so i tink datz all? dang short uhs. btw, i duno why but i feel lyk making cupcakes now!! *jumps* u noe wif rainbow dots on top...or wif choco frostings..or with whipped cream topd wif a cherry! wahh i loike!! ohk dah....enuff. puasa2 talk abt food plak.. outs!

2006-09-28T12:14:00.000+04:30

Ive been addicted to another song...u wanna noe whuz song?

**I crave for your precense..I yearn to hear you..I understand more..because of you...

HIM!

*muahahahas* sorie laa. hez irresistably gud lo0kin! giv mi chance uhs..long time no blog abt him. To you, dun jealous ks? Everyone is tellin mi how gudlo0kin he is *hahaz* and the more he is singin hez new songs, one by one, the heat of waitin for his album is lyk so cannot wait animore BAH! but *hahaz*...i haf to be patient though. later must bother hazi, ask her to call up Sembawang if the cd has arrived anot and yada yada. wait! later got album release...u tink can go? *hahaz* seriously long time no see him. now im plannin to go for the 'Hype Up' concert. but itz lyk on the 1st day of Hari Raya.. so itz lyk...duno if my parents support my decision. jeng3! so yea, okay enuf bout him.

sch will be startin in 2wks time. still puasa, not yet raya. duhz sulas! gona haf to splurge again on lecture notes. dis semester gona go thru EIGHT modules. wahpiangs. and one of em is Sports&Wellness. i duno wad sport i wana take. hmms. badminton? but i wana try sumtin new. my ladies, we take a sport tgr2 ks? nyahahs. so cannot wait to be back into the hectic sch schedule. at home bored la...wad to do? mummy askin mi to start make kueh oredy. im lyk itz ~~not even one week~~...almost one week la but rilek uhhs. buat kueh siang2 pon basi siang2...btui tak? kalo tk basi, habis dicekik hantu2 ku yang pat umah. *hahaz* sape lagi nohh kalo bkn adikBeradik ku. tgk la mo0d camne.

hmmz. ader bdae org tu nak dekat. tak tahu plak nak beli aper. *scratch head* rase2 ader idea. tapi tak tahu bler lagi ku free. susah ni! tkpe la. biar ku fikir lama2 skit...sampai sini jek ks? to my beloved Adiratna, see u girls dis sat!!! tk sabar nak ubatkan rindu ni haa...*hahaz* bubbbye!

2006-09-27T17:56:00.000+04:30

ferz thing ferz...tag replies!! flo0ded eyy...

Nj= my dear since when i go masjid? i pray at home bahhs...and muahahas, thnks for finally saying taufik is gud lo0kin! weeeee! *grin big2*

Nariysa= and dere u go again...*hahaz* and whu says im obsessin over a birthmark? LOL. im plain werried onli...!

Izwan= *hahaz* how i noe...i juz compare myself wif my sibs. they all haf, i dun haf...hehh! and im more den willin to giv hady away uh! hands off my taufik! *hehez*

Effah= yayys! hady won! *hahaz* im doin great havin my hols now... taking caring you!

Amalina= ama!! taufik hensem! nyahahahs...u juz take hady ks? dun take taufik =P

datz all jek kan? *hahaz* okay...so now back to wad i wana post! earlier today went down to ttshRehab wif jess to visit my dear patients. and yayy! they recognize mi before i cud even tell them whu i am! wahhh..jeng3! bcoz i wear tudung..tot they cant recognize. went to say hiiee to evry single one...poor bhaiyyah still havin high fever...but the rest glad they are feelin gud and our precense cheer them up more! esp jiejie and my switAuntie...they were smilin away so much and had soooo many things to talk to us! i realli felt glad to haf came back to visit em. oh yah den uncleFlinstone...he laugh so hard bcoz he cuden believe i came back as promised. *hahaz* cute la him.

den whu else eyy...mansur! the young man...he was shockd to see mi back and i was shockd to see him coz he was spose to be dischargd ytd. *hahaz* straight away frm lying, he sat up str. and i believe he too has many things to share wif me...if onli he had the ability to speak normally. insyallah, kan ku doakan... other then my patients, the SNs all cant believe we came back...*hahaz* not wrong mahs! so yeaa...den frm dere rush down to cwp to catch 'Heart' wif nisa. i tell u the movie dang touching uhh. we cud haf flo0ded the theatre! so before i tell wad happen in the movie...dose whu are plannin to watch the movie and dun wan mi to spoil the suspense...u may divert urself away from dis post! *hahaz*

Here is a snippet i got of the movie 'Heart'...
**Rachel is a tomboy whose childhood friend is the handsome Farel. This friendship is tested when Farel admits that he has fallen in love with Luna. Wrecked by jealousy, Rachel has an accident and is forced to have her legs amputated.

As Fate would have it, Luna is also seeking treatment for a heart disease at the same hospital as Rachel. A difficult choice lies ahead of Rachel: Would she be willing to make the biggest sacrifice and donate her heart to Luna, just to see her best friend find happiness?

so in the end...yes Rachel gave her heart away to Luna...as she states to Farel in her letter, by giving her heart to Luna, part of her is still wif Farel. and wif dat, onli Rachel cud say she luv Farel wif all her heart. lyk awwwwww..touchin kan3? so to dear nariysa, wad i meant by i finally noe the story behind the song is dis lops! the original soundtrack 'My Heart'...has meaningful lyrics and i onli understo0d the meaning after watchin the movie. so yea-ness. i realli loike the movie and i thank nisa for taggin along to catch the movie wif me! i hereby end wif part of the song lyrics...

if u love somebody
could we be this strong
i will fight to win
our love will conquer all
wouldn’t risk my love
even just one night
our love will stay in my heart
my heart

heart.heart.heart.

2006-09-25T22:35:00.000+04:30

ive learnt a lesson...a long post nid sub-headings. haha!

Bulan puasa, diet time!
ohkay..so far alhamdulillah...i lost 2kg eh! tu pon i baru weigh myself after terawih. so if i cant maintain dis...lagi happenin! so yeaa. letz talk about terawih skali. my family solat terawih tgr at home...and i like it! coz compared pergi masjid ke...bleh mendaks eh. kang dier baca satu juzuk...mcm mane org tak caoz lepas 4 salams! at home..at0k make it short and swit and we complete 10salams and whitir. alhamdulillah. it juz feels diff uhs to solat wif ur family at hm den to go out dere. hmms...

Singapore Idol2
yayy!! hady mirza won! wahahahas...tak menyempat-nyempat eh da bis terawih sambung tgk! but i got rec uhs...mayb later can watch again. tapi yg most impt...cowok ku ganteng banget siii!! *screams* wah intro jek dgr lagu 'I Dream'...dari bilik trus lari kluar! *hahaz* and fik is juz so charming bahhhs...agree not? *hehez* den he sang his new song...i loike!
it all because of you...
once again, congrats to hady mirza and jon!

LastDay
finally, paid my sick leave! and i tot werk was great..alot of werk but i feel im enjoyin the last few moments i haf wif my patients. i smile and laughd alot, joked wif the SNs..and even sister ey! said my gudbyes...jiejie was sad...but i promised her i'll visit her..prolly weds im goin. den for the ferz time hakim talk to mi. padahal hez ward i nvr go in at all! *hahaz* nice boy...gud lo0kin eyy. sampai ader la kawan ku terpikat abeh suruh aku pass2 getWellSo0n card. *hahaz* so im juz wonderin...after i leave, wad will happen to my BigBaby, UncleFlinstone, CikOuch, JieJie...and the rest la!

so...is dis a long post? LOL. ohk laa..abg buggin mi..bubbye!

2006-09-24T17:10:00.000+04:30

u guyz noe wad...
im worried. yes.
VERY worried.

i cant find my birthmark. AT ALL!
is it weird w/o a birthmark?
all along i din noe im spose to haf a birthmark.
am i weird?
oh mans.

oh yah, alot of pple changin to LJ uhs. why blogger realli loads of probs ar? hmms..
and ooh! eventhough i told mummy dis yr dun wan get baju raya, we decided to go wif a black&white theme dis yr! but where am i to find when i dun haf white or black baju...

sulas!! puasa blom abis satu hari..da pikir pasal raye? *whacks myself*
korang smue buka puasa ape niari? weeheee =D

2006-09-23T23:20:00.000+04:30

another post todae~!!
in the afternn met up wif hazi,sya,dhilah and suzy dearie!! and yah, wah get to see hady and jon live. but nyahahs...im lame la. i dun feel any xcitement at all. juz dat it seems i miss squeezin in the crowd to see taufik...scream for him, wave at him. fik!!!!!!!! i miss u bahs. and now ur album delay again...wah. ke-pianggg goes my heart! but no sweat, glue back oredy. *hahaz* so yeaaa...may the best mans wins. we'll see how the show goes!

i update my shopping list. *hahaz* gaji utk attachment lom masuk dh plan out. tkde laa...juz things i want to get kalo peseh ader. and my event calender. so tu jek laa. my animal society...we muz buka puasa tgr2!! my nursing ladies... we also muz buka puasa tgr2! insyallah...

and itz diet time! faiz says im being ridiculous...but dun werry boy, i wun go all skinny. heeees! bubbye =D

2006-09-23T11:18:00.000+04:30

boo-yah! long time no post...busy wif attachment mahs. it shud be over by todae...but i had to replace my sick leave. OH MANS! baru nak enjoys...nvm. one day onli. monday. last day...faster! faster! faster! nyahahs...and yea, i changed skin. im bored la. juz asl sumbat any new skin...but nice kan?

will blog abt my patients...my attachment onli after my last day on Monday. for now brief one abt wadz been happenin coz im mitin hazi and sya to see hady at cwp. if onli it was taufik... =P

so the other day we had Adiratna PostMortem...here are the pics! credits the many2 to AMALINA* my "muda"...nyahahs. org madu, kter muda. mepeks su!!

dun the cake make u dro0l? datz the yummy choco banana cake dat we munchd on from SecretRecipe. alamak the height not so obvious...tapi i tink kan...about 15cm! jadi krg imagine la betape besar nohh ini cake.

the Adiratna girls whu stayed for the cake...thnks to yan ke fad uh yang amik pic?

when mi and naq bump into our rabbit! rabiatul...fuh. dat moment of xcitement i cuden 4get. alhamdulillah we met once again...and thnks to ama for taking a pic of the moment for us.. =))

so..datz wad i haf so far...tu jek la krg. no nid write so many2 ks? hehe. btw, my right wisdom to0th is growing den my gums is swellin lyk i duno how...but it shows my right cheeks more tembam! haha...ok datz funnie but the pain is not. den nak bual pon mcm bdk pelat. aiseylady...okay la. mlm ni dah start terawih! baik uhs! to0dles..
Selamat menyambut bulan Ramadhan kpd semua...

2006-09-17T22:35:00.000+04:30

juz pointers ks in dis post? wana make a quick one so i cud take my rest for tmrw's mornin shift. aaahhh!! LAST WEEK! weeee...but sure dang gona miz my patients. *sigh*

today wad happen...
+ i woke up early to watch KimPossible eyy! *hahaz*
+ met up wif Adiratna girls at CityHall...
+ dere are soooo many uni.mans evrywhere!
+ wanted to hangout at esplanade ro0ftop but got IMF event...
+ ended up by the BIG longkang...the sea laa...
+ talkd alot...leg cramp eh duduk bawah...
+ makan at swensens...miz my chance of eating yamLongan icecream... =D
+ we celebrated Adiratna's belated anniversary wif choco banana cake from SecretRecipe!
+ thnks to huda and dee! kan? suprise konon hehe
+ tina,aisiah,dila,kyn,aikin,liana shuden haf left early seys!
+ yanCik and fadBK dropd by to haf the cake...
+ bump into RABIATUL and mum and bro. after SO LONG we lost touch due to certain circumstances!?! fyi, we were blo0d sisters once. so yeaa..
+ loads of pics taken! but my face juz dun seem to be right...hmms.
+ and we headed home...

pics to come soon!!
P/S: it is all about the passion...

okay sleepin time!!! zzzzz...

2006-09-15T09:49:00.000+04:30

I PASSED!!!! my first poly exam...baik la sulas! =D

2006-09-15T07:24:00.000+04:30

Specially dedicated to dearest Bonda on her 46th bdae...

She is one the most important people in my life...
The dearest one in my heart...
Whom i can list kezillions of reasons for loving her so much...

The one who has always been there for me and will always be...
Throughout the ups and down of my life...
When i am in sorrow or happiness...
Whether if i know or do not know...
She had always sto0d by me...

The one who irritates and angers me...
But deep down sincere to make know my mistake...
To see me cry is to see her feel failure...
But no matter what, i had her to lean on...
And she was that strong for this daughter of hers...

On this day...
No different from Mothers' Day i feel...
Though your age is one year older today but not on Mothers' Day...
I can't thank you enough for everything you've done...
For the house, the family, myself...
The laughter we always had and the times i trick on you...
I doubt i can go through a day without talking to you...
Sharing my thoughts, everything!

I had a feel of those days...
When you & dad left us for Haj...
Those were the days i felt so incomplete...
The days i lied to you by saying everything was fine...
Nothing was fine at home...
Not without yours and dad's precense...

My wish for you on your special day...
To stay strong as you had always been...
To continue smiling like you always do...
To cry on my shoulder like ive always done on yours...
You need not be the World's Greatest Mother...
Cause every mother is the greatest in her children's hearts...

Love you sooooo much mum!!!!

if my english is koyak...sorie la mans. nyahahs. gtg. i kena diarrhea beb... no werk! but gotta go to sch...can do it! bubbye

2006-09-10T19:10:00.000+04:30

ohkay im bored. so i messd ard my blog template. *hahaz* layan ke jek laa. so letz blog bout..hmms...wait uh. one by one.

FIRST. watchd Glitter on tv juz now...happenin jgk lagu MariahCarey. hmms. abeh touching la the way the movie ended. *hahaz* ferz time bahs watch it...muz understand! *sings* never too far away...i wont let time erase one bit of yesterday...

SECOND. i finally got my hands on AdamSandler's 'I wanna grow old with you'. *nyahahs* happy bahs. had Paul not sang it on SI2 i wuden haf wantd to search for the song. i still rmber...the ferz time i watchd WeddingSinger...i cried when he sang dat song. touchin siots! i rmber sumone tellin mi she wants her future husband to sing fer her dat song on their weddin day...i wonder whu ehk...*hahaz* lagu nasyid sedap2 tk nak! weeheee...meaningful lyrics.
**i'll miss u, kiss u...give u my coat when u are cold...need u, feed u...even let ya hold the remote control...

THIRD. i too finally got hold of TheVeronicas!! dis ladies rock la. *hahaz* wif favs lyk HeavilyBroken, Secret, WhenItFallsApart and more uhs. happenin seys! *twist* now i feel lyk gettin my hands on their album. shud i? sumone pls influence mi.. for the meantime...*gro0ves ard*
**u cud write a million letters evryday confessin to me..dat i am the girl of ur dreams..but nobody ever askd me..i nvr lookd at u dat way..coz i always tot u were gay...!

FOURTH. yayness! finally PialaTunPerak pics are uploaded up at Dikirbarat.com! i tot it wud be eons...*hahaz* so yeaaaa...here's the pretty pic of Adiratna!

lawa seys baju kter! and eyy...tahu kter amik scarf mcm paluan. *weehee* not difficult to spot mi kans? aw0k blakang tu haaa...*hahaz* lawa la krg...

FIFTH. i had to clear my almari juz now. *hahaz* biase uhh...mummy bingit coz im collectin nice boxes but not storin it properly! u noe laa...i karung guni lady! *hahaz* u mite nvr noe...i giv u choco box...but inside tshirt ke. or i giv ring box skali inside cockroach ke...*muahaha* so yeaa, anione dun wan nice boxes giv mi ks!

SIXTH. mi frust uhs wif abang. he got new tshirt and new VANS shoes. omgness! dgr2 dier blang aku dier pokai...tsk. mmg nak kena tembak...abeh bdae mummy comin up how seys. grrrr...kalo ye pun, belikan la aku skali..ape salahnye. i was wrong...itz hez belated pressie. sigh

SEVENTH. i duno wad else to say oredy. *laugh out loud* dere go umm...6 things i cud blog abt? all the best to dose takin their Prelims!! much love...bubbye!

2006-09-09T22:50:00.000+04:30

mehh...warnin skit...u all dun read until ur head go senget ks? todae mo0d of evrytin in italics!

actualli kan...ku tak tahu ape nak blog. oh yah, was spose to go down for MCC chalet...but daddy spoils my mo0d. so uat per pergi kalo tk dpt restu org tuer. speakin sak! *hahaz* so yeaa...kerana kebingitan upDownLeftRt...i tot nk ikut nari&jes go fetch their dear Eric from the airport. still, he make noise. i dun understand la. spore not so big mahhhs...not lyk as if i go, 2days later den come back. haishh. so dah btui2 bingit rollinJumpin...i l0ck myself in the rm. skali jeng3 hazi sms...go cwp! baik uhs...i dun wan say i juz got ready and went out. den ask my lil bro to tell dad i go out for A while. so yada! i manage to go jln2 for awhile. heeeeeees.

so uber sorie to my MCC family for nt being able to make it although ayie declard it FOC!? wahh ayie blanje ke. heee so den jalan2 satu cwp wif hazi as we talkd. al0t to talk mans wif dis giler kambing of mine! den oooh yahs...we left cwp after swo0ping evry lvl and after i got my Hershey choc and honeyStars Milk&berries! *weehee* lyk small kid lyk dat. ehk u all shud buy...nice u noe...pink2 stars. *hahaz* den umm singgah bazaar and all yeaaa...so uhuhs. basically. datz all we did. juz hangout fer awhile...

ku nak katakan...thnks to illya & zamy!! for recordin & uploadin Adiratna's performance on our recent comp. whole set plak tu! whuever whu is eager...can go ahead and find the vid at youtube. kalo tak..tunggu la smpai vcd dier kluar ks? *hehez* for my girls, lawa la krg buat ragam! lagi2 pat wau bulan...tak sangke kter cucuk 2gether-gether! hehehe. and the paluan well heard...i l0ike! azamku utk be part of paluan semakin membara...jeng3! *hahaz* mepek la sulas. so den umm...mcm gitu la.

im so super xcited and so super lo0kin 4ward to fik's album comin out end of the mth! *jumpin ard* mcm happenin la! next thing...i wana say i feel so guilty for eatin so much dis whole wk but not burnin it out!! im ~~fat~~ la. opps. later sumbody not happy. heeeeees. *grinz* so i tink i shall end here..? im missin my nursing ladies much2! cant wait for sch term to start!! to0dles u all...

P/S: psst...men dun understand menses do they? they juz dun geddit!

2006-09-08T11:17:00.000+04:30

will blog a lil while. skejap jek sblom mi siap2 gi kerja. realli sorie to my Gemerlapan committee dis nurse is not able to be present. but later GrandFinale i cabot amcms? *heez* so yeaa..im realli sorie.

and yah, i'll update my calendar asap. bz larr..calendar oso all over. *hahaz* tmrw will be havin the MCC chalet @ PasirRis. punye la dekat tu tmpt...*rofl* but wun be overnitin psl mcm ye aku bleh. so wonderin hw will the kec0hness be?

ikhlas ku nyatakan...kau yang ku sayangi kau yang ku cintai... feelin uh member. lols...nga kemaruk lagu Dambaan by DidiCazli. ni laa terinfluence dgn para peminatsSs. selain tu, yeaaa...paul is out. but i tot he did well for the 'growing over you' song. if jasmine is lucky...shez in Top2 lops. if not, it will be Hady&Jon!! wo0hooo...wad onli. cant wait for Fik to make the special apperance time Finale! *jumps up and down*

den mi smlm dilanda menses! makdikau...mcm stgh maut. thnks to Maran...dis male staff nurse...saved the day by givin mi the strongest painkiller? wah cari maut kah? abeh suruh telan 2capsules lak tu! satu cukup uhhss...it helps though. at least i can still carry on wif werk. nyahahas. one by one my patient is leaving...of cosh la one by one new ones come in. and i realize, the ward cud juz be a small werld! tkpe laa..i tink datz all i wana update? ohk laaa..later nurse late for werk. bubbye!

2006-09-05T22:50:00.000+04:30

can i juz say...dere are toooooo many advantages and disadvantages being a nurse. *hahaz* i cant deny im slowly findin my passion in it...at the same time, itz effin tiring!! and the fatigueness, one kind. i duno how to describe uhs...onli one whu xperience it understo0d mi. but at the end of the day, how well it goes depends on ur patients. so yeaaa. and and each of their eyes tells so much even if they cant see..

and po0r mrAndy. aiya. cannot call him MR. *hahaz* serious...hez not my lecturer but LabTechnician in sch. still hez a "staff nurse". so yeaa..he was dere to supervise since MsSab not able to make it. *hahaz* i tell u... andy slalu kena bully by mi n tik. but nyahahs, den he will either giv the eye stare or the smirk or hit my shoulder. den later he noe how to bully mi back! thnks eh andy. he owes mi icecream! so yea, actually andy not bad to get along la despite hez given "stone" lo0k? *hahaz* ohk dats weird...*rofl*

so other den dat...i feel so constipated rite now. duno why. *hahaz* mummy is forcin mi to eat banana and drink yakult. wahpiangsSs. and daddy is still scribblin on the walls...so much for his ideas of paintin the house. i duno wad to xpect. *hahaz* so yeaa...other den dat, i guess dere is nth more i wud wana blog. stomach spoils the mo0d laa... =D

P/S: was it meant for mi...? so much for youknowwho eyy. thank u so much from the bottomUpLeftRight of my heart. lyk u noe...ive waited and still am waiting. i understand ur positn datz why i giv u time. other den dat...im so touchd la. *hahaz* will be waiting right here...=)

2006-09-04T22:32:00.000+04:30

i tell u. im juz goin to type and type till i tink itz enuff. *hahaz* so it will be all over the place!!

ferz thing ferz...
Congrats to Adiratna!! and i heartsHEARTSheartsHEARTS evry single one of u many2!!

it was one hectic week we had...the last few critical days. lagi2 the fellow nurses whu came after werk so ya. dang hectic! den we overnited in sch on sat. mcm gini laa..kter train smpai tgh mlm bebs pat dorm. wahhhh...train punye train, still we were nt up to standard. in my mind, i kept sayin dammit. den sumore mi mati2 nak my dream come true. i told ama bout dis..jeng3, kan gurl? so i kinda br0ke down. abeh rizal bleh ckp nangis tk cute..*hahaz* aku tembak jgk bdk tu. so yeaa.. den we tried to sleep...can say evry single one of us...cuden realli sleep well. lagu kter terngiang-ngiang pat telinga! den sumore i sumbat mp3 dgr lagu kter.. i guess we were juz scared to our nerves. i swallowed my flu and panadol capsules... and i spose dat helpd mi to sleep- for awhile.

at 4am, dang early sunday mornin, all alarm clks were ringin...and one by one we shut it off! kes mati2 tk nak bangun! *hahaz* den at last no choice but gotta force ourselves...and i playd the gong...konon nye nak step mornin call. *hahaz* den mandi, siap, siap, siap! and i got the gurlz ready by helpin wif the scarf. i din noe it takes dang loads out of our time! and wahhh jeng3...mi last to get ready, baik uhs! thnks to ellin and kak nur whu helpd mi at the verie last few mins! den off naik bus...kecian uncle tunggu lame. abeh shida, happenin laa...mcm runaway bride.. dh lawa2 aku anuh scarf, dier pkai helmet naik motor...! *hahaz* abeh rizal pn naik motor...so the 2 of em lyk pengapitSs lyk dat. wahh happenin! *twist*

den journey in the bus...verie2 tense. either pple are sleepin or juz keepin quiet. mi and aisiah sang our song quietly to ourselves...den as we reach bed0k..suz kate perut dier butterflies byk! den i kenakn balik...my perut byk cacing...*hahaz* kate nak turunkn tensn lvl! den slowly we made our way into SiglapSOUTH CC. sengaje besarkn..psl ader la kwn2 ku tersesat. aiseylady! *hahaz* den ferz grp we saw BedokSouthSec. den later came BetaraKarisma[NYP] and dere was a lil gatherin of adps grads!! mi, naq, dhilah, eliana and maiz! wahhh...happenins. den we got into our room and did 2 rounds...wah. jantung dah berdap-dup! den it was our turn. *screams* nasib sblum naik stage, abg came. mcm dpt restu gitu...lols. den backstage one by one bdk2 KelanaPurba wish us gud luck. so yeaa...mcm tina ckp, kter try joget2 backstage sambil dgr tu BedokSouth on stage. and then...

IT WAS OUR TURN!!!

wah den *snap* bler naik pentas...mcm dejavu gitu. den member ley kanchi0ng eyy! wah mcm nak tendang diriku...i intro jek dah salah. *spfh* den thruout juz enjoysSs la beb! senyum tetap maintain..*hahaz* at dat moment, ku terkenangkn kak nur! *hehez* psl she suke senyum mahhs...baik kak nur! im verie sure the rest of the gurlz enj0ys oso! *hahaz* den tk mcm 12mins seys! punye la lajuuuu...den dah abis. so got back into our rm, changd into our Adiratna tee. jambusSss! i like...coz got "sulas" at the front. *hahaz* and "Adiratna" at the back. den back to the hall and await for results. so the wen itz announced we won "Paluan Harapan"...wah terlonjat bebs! trus *snap* another dejavu. den dpt lagik..."Juara Harapan"! happeninsSs! we gettin the flow oredy.

trus bler dier nak announce saguHati...punye la dapdup. thnks ama and suz for sittin bside mi...*hahaz* all of us were holdin hands...and YES!!! it wasnt us!!! wah terlompat2 seys kterorg...*hahaz* tu laaa...biar dicabar, smgt tetap jitu. tgk sape kena...*hehez* den they mentn TempatKetiga...mati2 aku ckp tak nak. and YES!!! it wasnt us!!! went off to BetaraKarisma. congrats NYP peeps! trus *snap*...another dejavu. den kter smue tahu we get 2nd coz no way we can lawan PanjySriTemasek. so yeaaa! ape lagii...naik stage amik trophy la! *grin big2* den tgh line up tuu... *snap* the final dejavu. *hahaz* and yesh, dere were tears of joy. i duno wad else to say...juz overwhelmd! so come...i tired oredy...letz quickly end off.

keZillion thanks to...
Abg Im! YanCik! Hamdan! Ghafar! Bob! Syed! umm...did i miz out anione?

and also keZillion muacks2 to fellow supporters...
Paduka boys, shasha(bdaeGirl),dhilah, fida, nurra, ifa, kak nur, ellin, sape lagi eyy?? my dear, dearie, dearest friends whu got lost but at least was dere to see mi receive the trophy...*hehez* izwan, azreil, sya, hazi, fadhilah, nisa, ..oh yah! no mansura! and also to dear abang and fwend.

and keZillion hearts to...
my fellow Adiratna gurls!! baik aw0k2! baik paluan! baik juara&karut! jiwa la korang!! i loike~!! it was worth it all werent it... PaluanHarapan, JuaraHarapan and Tempat Kedua... peluk la krg trophy bler tido! ama, jgn smpai bwk mandi! *hahaz*

and yes, dat was my dream. alhamdulillah.
ohk im dead tired. anytin i mizd out...i update tml2. to0dles!

KataKitaSesama...SeindahAdiratna... rizal ngn idris mcm sib0k gitu. *hehez*

Sayang Adiratna!!!

2006-09-02T12:04:00.000+04:30

skrg nga kemaruk type in small fonts. bukan kemaruk uhs. itz the mo0d, the feelin. *hahaz* mepeks kan aku. so yea, itz countin effin hrs down. omg-ness. juz one thing, pls pls pls pls call me over the wkend coz i doubt i will layan any smSes. so yea. den lo0kin foward to mit my fellow fwends, comin down to support Adiratna. alhamdulillah we received such an outstandin support! so the onli thing left is, for us wanita-wanita Adiratna to make it or break it.

cedibah! mcm ku kenal tu phrase...jeng3! so yea, later will be overnitin in sch. do final touches and datz it. the heat is so super high...intense beb! datz the werd. *hees* despite im overwhelmd wif fatigueness, i gotta do dis. wah workin as a nurse, im lying if i say dat career is nt damn tiring. but, i realize after 2 pts under my care left, cryin and wavin at us nurses...the feelin is so great! describeless-ness. so *hahaz* lo0ks lyk im promoting nursing? =D

so i duno wad else to say den, pray so hard dat Adiratna can make it. biar kami dicabar, semangat tetap jitu.

APA KU MEREPEK!?!?!

akhir kata, mimpi pacal hajat terlaksana...

2006-08-31T22:50:00.000+04:30

was listenin to mr izwan's 'Just wait'...
and i teared...
lagu emo uhs beb...
i duno mayb im juz too tired...
or bah, im feelin scared...
or i juz found out sumtin meaningful bout dis precious life...
ohkay, wad am i bs*ing abt...

nvm.
there i bloggd.
and i ought to get some rest.
sighs.

2006-08-27T22:25:00.000+04:30

did they tell bloggin was addictive? *hahaz* juz short update. okay bringin myself alone was not cantik. i tot since pak's partner nt able to make it..kter duer go solo. skali he last min got prob. aiseylady...aper lagi, ku mcm tiang post! tapi kerana yut ngn mous la ku stay on... but *hahaz*, the feelin is weird. and dat verie moment i wishd, and i wishd...i had askd him along. dat moment oso i go sms hazi...*weehee* shud haf dragd u along la dearie. we had swensen as promised. i indulge myself in the new yam icecream wif longan and marshmallow toppings. damn yummy! -if u lyk yam icecream uhs...

den we headed up to the arcade for AirHockey! exactly the same wen the 4 of us hangOut tgr. aww-ness. so yeaaa..playd quite a game. yeaa..it was fun. den after dat we headed..umm home? *hahaz* juz hang0ut for awhile and yes i headed hm alone. sad rite? cry for mi laa. but i realli appreciate dpt hangOut wif yut&mous after so uber long juz before my attachment! and pai and ira was dere. so yeaa, i was still the youngest. LOLS. =))

so yea, pak ure forgiven. *hahaz* den i dun haf the feelin of kick startin my attachment. i duno why. and after werk gotta head down for dikir training. lo0ks lyk i'll be realli MIA. so blink2 will be MIA! but she'll try her best to update or at least drop by tagbrd! many muacks muacks to y'all...

the happenin times! \m/

P/S: itz raining!!

2006-08-27T12:00:00.000+04:30

haha ohk. ytd was not last post...cant keep the urge of bloggin la~! sumore after a great nite sleep...complete wif a fantastic dream, a dream i refuse to wake up from. nyahahs...itz juz so great i wan it to happen. and mayb it will happen in days to come...i duno. uhuhs. *grinz*

other den dat, thnks to nariysa dear for influencin mi wif songs from her 5566 and Shinhwa! *groovin up the beat* and dilaChombi msg askin whu wan to join see DidiCazli album's release...*hahaz* too bad la im mitin my gang. kalo tak..i tag along jek...psl susah nohh nak tgk member kter smgt sokong artis tanahair. *hahaz*

den...i tink tu jek. oh yah! forget say..since im posted nearer dis time...if u all ter-bump into mi dlm mrt, jgn la lupa say Hi! ohkays...datz it for dis post. gona get ready for class, bubbye!!

dear Adiratna, i wud much wan my dream to come true. i believe we can giv the bestest shot...u go girls!

2006-08-26T22:00:00.000+04:30

wahhhH!! frust menonggek aku ngn youTube. was tryin to upload a vid..skali tak happenin-happenin!! *fans myself* but nehmind. i still haf snapshots of the vid! well, since teachers' day is coming...and i realize, lecturers has no "lecturers' day" datz why they sent us off on attachment. pfft. so yes im not able to come back for teachers' day...kinda heartWrenchin. nvm. so yeaa..den i tot of puttin up a vid of my last yr teachers' day concert. juz a part where it rockd the whole hall! of cuz if itz not the performance by izwan, huzaimi and ridwan. considered UBD, izwan? they rockd the sch wif 'Wake me up when sept ends'. for the first time in my four yrs of sec sch...dat was the best teachers' day lops! wo0ts!

but no sweats, lyk i mentn...no vid, still got snapshots!

it was all kewl at the start..evryone's gettin the gro0ve.

and dere goes zaimi goin to swing off his bass...wah-ness!

and dere he jumpd!! happenin babe...\m/

so yeaa..dat was a few snapshots. too bad it wasnt the vid from my vidCam. so dere were no upclose pic of izwan and ridwan on stage. awww-ness. sorie uhss...i noe my cam is very tueR. *hahaz* but at least ive it for own keep. *grinz* so yeaaa.. it was realli happenin. mis dose times. *sighs*

2mrw after class, will be mitin my gang!! finally, itz lyk meetin yut,pak &mous after sooooo uber long. they bringin their couples..how swit. nvm, i bring myself pon cantik pers! wad matters most i get to hangout wif em again! so yayness..den we shud be havin swensen icecream. yup2. indulgence-ness. den other den dat...shall prepare myself for monday. the kick start of a month's attachment. ive nothin else to say...hope ive a fruitful xperience! and next week will be the last few critical days counting down to my first dk comp. berdapdup-ness! *gasp*

to end if off...i actually feel lyk tearing la...hear hady sing Lagenda. so touchingSs! tak sengau mcm taufik...but taufik, i noe uve improved! *hahaz* im always here to support u...jeng3! cannot cannot wait for his upcoming album...fuhs. so yea, gudbye my fellow readers...mayb my last post till nxt mth. but keep the tagbrd flowing!! hearts u all...<3

kaulah satu satunya, di antara berjuta, insan teristimewa...

2006-08-24T22:50:00.000+04:30

i was bout to blog...den i found myself in a phone conference wif yaty n yan. lols. aper la diorg...so ohk. FIRST thing first...i wan show u all sumtin!!!

LAWA KAN?!?!?! *eyes bolted* ehk ks da cukup...pic ni dari email zalina fowarded to mi psl ct's wedding pics. nice2 lovely2 pics...den dis kalung she dpt sebagai hantaran i tink...so gorgeous! mi terpikat uhs...u see the gemstone. makdikau. terpuakauan-ness!! *hahaz* credits to whoever who to0k the pic! kalo aku dapat... aku simpan dlm safebox! kunci ketat2...kalo suruh pkai, aduhmak...tk yah la ehk. ku rela pkai plastic dari gems,emas..too precious! datz mi uhs..u onli see mi wif "plastic" accessories...xcept the stainless steel ring. elehh..tu pn baru brape sen! so yeaa, im scared of precious accessories. my parents wan to get for mi oso i keep refusing. *nyahahas* mi gler kan...i noe. =))

so 2dae was last paper. PAS. i feel lyk sho0tin myself for failure of retrieval frm storage; on some Qns. tgk la! paper finish nak speakin psychology. *whacks myself* so yea..i did my best. -though i got tikam A few. *hehez* so at the end of the day, headed home...feeling so ringan. coz itz lyk no more papers! *jumps up&down* but next is Attachment. oh gosh-ness. so fast seys. *gasp* i can say i'll be MIA from next wk onwards...but i shall try to update. then, walkin hm i indulged myself in choco icecream. begitu nikmat setelah lama tk mkn...*yuumms* paham2 la bdk berdiet ni. *weehee*

abeh kter nak blog psl SingaporeIdol. sedih seys no0dle kluar. i was so hoping on Joakim...coz he himself noe dat he ought to leave. wen they announce no0dle, i sigh2 many2 seys see my NPAlumni outs...*sighs* but shez cute la! den see the sis cry, the small girl cry...touching-menacing! tapi mi maintain uhhs...wad fer to bawl my eyes out. juz dat no0dle was one of my favs. oh wells. at least dere is still taufik! *hahaz* wad has taufik got to do wif dis??? *rofl* btw, sejak "taufik" movd in to my place...i see his eyes lyk follow here&dere...scary bahh! *hahaz* but i can talk to "taufik"...juz lyk basitah say, "taufik" wun tell away my secrets. *grinz*

so yea, den im happy dat my friends are comin down to support mi on 3Sept. susah tau nak ajak..sunday mornin beb! advance thankUuus to dhilah..hazi..man..nisa..sya..azreil..izwan..abg and fwend! happenin la krg! den uhs, actually mi dah mab0k tk tahu nak blog ape... im multi-taskin now. kemabukness! klaaa...i tink tu jek. aaaahhh!! bye!!

2006-08-23T10:30:00.000+04:30

well hello!
2dae's post...i gotta type as fast as i cud coz spose to mit the Gemerlapan comm in sch at 12nn! and now itz lyk...10am? kks tkpe.

so 2dae post igt nak buat psl Remembrance- btui tk spellin? *hahaz* tk uhs..psl im reminded of so many pple suddenly. fer of all my arwah nenek(ninin). had breakfast in the mornin wif at0k and we were talkin bout co0king yadayada. den at0k criterkn psl arwah ninin-wad i use to call her- how she was the best co0k dat evryone wud request her to co0k for them. how she was the only daughter in the family who can co0k. and how only her co0king was eaten by her late father 2 days before he passd on...*gasp* so yea, i was too young too rmber my moments wif arwah ninin. datz the saddenin part. the onli fresh and clear vision of the past i had of her is when i went to the mosque wif her. which mosque? i had no freakin idea. im so reminded of her...if onli time had allow mi to feel more love from her...

fuhh. ohk dat was one...next, im reminded of ameerul. he smsd mi once in a blue mo0n sending mi all dose greetings and "self-praise" sms. u guyz shud noe rite? so the once in a blue mo0n appeard ytd. he sms mi after my paper. and of coz, i replied la. den thruout my whole journey hm...it juz got mi thinkin how i got to noe amee. and how close were we dat time dat i had him as my buddy. i confided in him, i joked wif him, i did projects wif him, i hangout wif him...wad more? amee was juz dere...and i still rmber the worst time we had wen plannin a studentCouncil camp. wen we fought wif idah&izzat. fuhhh..tough fight! and i still rmber how he scold mi for lyk duno how to fight back...or sumtin lyk dat uhs. and we were in band...it was great la to amee ard. but one day, we juz drifted apart. juz lyk dat till i did not know how to relate myself wif him. since den, till 2dae, i wonder how hez doin. i feel thankful he still sms despite the once in a blue moon. *hahaz* amee was one buddy i had.

den whu else im reminded of...jeng3. i duno la! *hahaz* tkkan satu long list nak kena tuliskan...no laa. onli dis 2 persons in my life created so much of an impact dat i wantd to blog bout em. but of coz dere are other pple...mayb, i'll continue some other day ke...now, i better get ready!!! bye muacks2 to all.

2006-08-21T22:15:00.000+04:30

*sings* here i go!! scream my lungs out and try to understand FON...

omg-ness. ohk before i rant evrytin. letz talk bout 2dae's AAP paper. ya ampun!! *slaps forehead* i tell u...i lyk wan to kick myself for the mcqs. similar to MIC. essay soso well prepared. skali mcqs...satu benda haprak mcm ntah uhs. but at least dis time its 1mark each. sorry izwan, i din strike. i tikam-ed. =( but hmms, at least i tried uhs. i tot so hard. cedibahs!! -but still haf to tikam. yg paling ku confident in ans...saq psl aneroxia nervosa. baik la! tlah ku muntahkn smue jawapan! dgn smgtnye bleh underline keypnts! *hahaz* tu jek...8marks jek beb! halamakk... den after paper, bump into DrRon whu went ard to collect the scripts. den i say uhs.. DrRon, distinctn uhs. distinctn! den he tot i cud get distinctn...but i ctd sayin giv distinctn for evryone. *nyahahs*

ohk fine!! ive started ranting!!

okay. now about tml FON paper. Fundamentals of Nursing. Fun-Dah-Mental(sort). baik la sulas! for the ferz time...i referred to the 1518pages-gawd-damn-heavy-book for revision. itz gud la i cant deny. help mi understand better den the damn simplified lecture notes. tapi kan...one thing werry, i afraid nothin is absorbd!! urgh- den itz lyk almost evryone is lyk bringin their "white flags" to exam hall tmrw. can i bring the spore flag instead? cmon u guyz, we can do MsSiti proud!! *hahaz* ...bs* sulas. so yea, im bloggin to take a break from the 1518pages book. want to watch Hikmah, must study uhs. lucky tmrw afternn paper.

speakin of tv, ct jambu la niari. *hahaz* tapi yg tk leh accept ehk...tahu tk tgk tv ngn my parents ngn my atok ngn my adikS. tahu tkpe! we were watchin uhs..den ct pkai mcm tudung den scarf pat luar kn. trus mummy ckp,"sulas nanti kahwin pkai gitu tau!" wahhh!!! kak ika pkai time kahwin tk ckp... den trus surya, "kak lmbt sey nak kahwin.." den syuk,"mesti lah. kak kena cari boyfriend.." mi dlm hati mcm nak pekik...tahu tkpe! *hahaz* trus at0k plak,"nanti kak kau jgk yang kahwin dulu!" omg-ness. nasib baik daddy tk ckp pape! tk leh angkat kan?? dun care muz force abg find gfwend fast2 den get married. *hahaz* bleh eh gitu? so begitu la kisah nyer...

dee called to confirmd bout Adiratna's tee. im xcited to see the design! siap ngn my name pat blakang seys. *hehez* how xciting! tapi mcm nmpk jek- dgr2 mi tak pkai tudung? *hahaz* itz orite...asalkan same2 kalerrr. i finally brewed my cucumber juice for my throat. not realli brew but gettin the insides of the cucumber and soak it in water...den chill it, den drink! co0ls down the body..and i felt my throat was much2 better! so yeaa..made lyk a whole tall jar of it. mummy pon dh tersangkut minum. nmpk2nye kena buat lagi bsok..hmms.

den i tink...tu jek la mi bleh updatekan. 2 more papers to go den itz attachment.. so the laju!!! byeee u all...treasure each minute as time flies fast. take care!
and nariysa, affiah...i duno wad to get for u gerls. =P

P/S: i cant help but notice dose eyes following. not scary, but weird. why?

2006-08-20T13:05:00.000+04:30

after lo0kin at basitah's post regardin the CyberShot cam...ive decided to blog bout my i-dun-care-i-want-to-get O2 Xda Phone! lo0k at it...aww-ness!

ohk to be exact, itz the XdaII Mini. uber co0lness...phone, mp3, pda, digi cam, game console etc...lyk omg-ness! ohmigawd..i wonder wen and will i ever get to haf my hands on it. hmmz...*wonderz* duno la ehk...insyallah. must save up...must!
other den dat, i feel lyk chopping abang into ke-zillion pieces! he calld mi early in the morning for nth?! itz lyk he disturb my precious-ness sleep. at ferz i din wan to pick up my hp, instead i shoved the hp under my 4 pillows and grab my 5th pillow to sleep on. it kept ringin and ringin...wif YeQu ringtone. pastu wen i angkat the hp, all he say was...

"Oh masih tido ehk? okay bye.."

wahhh!!! tk leh accept eyy!! siap dierr...i juz dun understand him. den i tot he call my parents..skali tkde seys! *slaps forehead* siape2 nak sup tulang nnt bleh singgah my place ks? *muahahas* den aftern, shud b goin out wif my parents-SHOPPING! but i muz study...dang-ness. *sighs*

bubbye!

You`re looking for something you can`t find
If you give it up, you`ll lose your mind
There`s always something in your way
What can you say?
You`re gonna have good day!

*jumps up and gro0ve*

2006-08-19T18:48:00.000+04:30

wah before i get back to my notes. letz blog bout todae...
todae reach sch lyk damn early..ONE hour before paper starts. nehmind la. better to be early den late. so den mit the rest of the gurlz before headin to convectn ctr. i tell u...i feel lyk whackin myself for nt bringin sweater. it was freakin cold inside!! *hahaz* lesson learnt. next exam MUST bring sweater. den ohks... yadayada. letz go into details. *hahaz*

paper starts at 9am sharp. and myRocker was still missing. so yea, startd the paper. i wan to scream beb!! mcq qn...2 freakin marks each??? wah serious gamble. but i str away flippd to SAQ. i xpected 3Qns...skali four freakin Qns came out. dangg-! but ohk i got study. so i draftd out all the ans...ohk uh. steady. but realli gamble uhs. FAIL saq...whole paper fail u noe!! *sighs* so den...dis happened.

10am. dear gordilocks closed her exam bo0klet. lyk ohmigawd!! 10:05am. myRocker walkd into the hall. hez sooo late! den ehk i tot cant sit for the paper since 1hr late. but yet, he sat. 10:10am. dis examiner sto0d at my place wif a strong scent of his perfume. gosh-ness! 10:15am. dear gordilocks handed her paper in. so omg-ness! *screams* 10:20am. myRocker had to leave the exam hall. poor him =( and datz the end of my report. *hehez* how i manage to keep track of the time while i slowly2 write my saQs...i wore the big MickeyMouse watch dat abg gave on my bdae. pple giv, muz wear mahs! so yea...muz emphasize the size! *hahaz*

so overall the paper was a gamble. im damn afraid lops. sumore i can forget bout the online quiz dateline...5% gone eyy!! tsk. other den dat, im quite bored bout news here n dere. balik2 psl Ct&DatukK. biarlah tu duer insan...tsk. den another one psl SI2. haiya bs*. i totally agree wif hyrul's post. so yea. let it be...ohk la! i tink i bloggd enuf...so yea, to0dless!!

thank you nisa for always being dere for dis crazy one. u noe i noe ks?

[/edited*]taufik is back at my place!! thank yous basitah!!

2006-08-18T14:17:00.000+04:30

im... TIRED!
datz all i cud describe uhs... bear wif mi. juz changd the blogskin. was takin a break from nonsensical MIC...omgawd. and tmrw is lyk the paper. oh mans. i duno wad to say laa...i tink i wan to get a quick shower and back to notes. so yea. before i end, congrats to abg for finally passing his bike license! if onli u cud get a bike now...lols. and...

Happy Bdae MsSal!

i noe...doubt she read dis...*nyahahahs* gona call her or sms later. i'll blog if ive more to say...muacksSs!!

2006-08-16T12:00:00.000+04:30

ooohhness...FireBlade...hotness!!! *hahaz* jambu tak? =))

2006-08-15T13:26:00.000+04:30

im bored. itz rainin. wow. letz blog. nyahahas. on a week of study break. so will be mugging at home. unless kena turun sch for dikir. speakin of dikir. finally we haf the whole squad. and we are maju-ing. and all the kecohness. my luv for adiratna grew even more. mmg btui dikir help to distress. nyahahs. thanks to dee for the Bali souvenier. many thank yous to the newbies. aisiah-syakinah-syikin-suzanna-kyn-aisha. so cant wait to see our baju. and the competition has been brought foward to 3Sept. alhamdulillah. abehkan smlm tgk yan main ibu. wah mcm kick la. huda bleh eh lepas comp. huda jadi shifu kiter. heeeees.

den uhs. dengar2 lagu jiwang-ness ni smue. mi nak let out skit. sumone make mi tot bout it. mmg bohong la kalo kter ckp kter tk bump into gud-lo0kin guys. atau guys who are juz sooo swit. tapi mi juz cannot giv up the wait juz lyk dat. dah lamer aku tunggu. i wun juz stop here. bukan mi stubborn tak dgr cakap member. tapi seriously berat la nak let go of him. biar keputusan mengecewakan. asalkan mi tahu mi dah berusaha. kang dah speaking. nyahahahs. anytin thnks eh member for being dere for mi. =))

ohk laa. i tink tu jek. before i end off.

Happy Bdae to myRocker, Joel!!!

2006-08-14T10:30:00.000+04:30

been studyin. nsl exam paper later. dang~ muz take a break...been taggd by suzy. so will be doin it...other den dat...
Happy Bdae Wati!

-> ive been tagged!
Rules:
1.Do it without complaint.
2.Choose 5 person to do dis after you completed yours.
3.Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4.Start your post with "i've benn tagged!" then do dis.

- 10 favourtites.
color : umm black?
food : mummy's co0king
song : TakingBackSunday - FallingForYou
movie : DrumLine
sport : Badminton
season : umm...autumn? wen itz not too hot or too cold?
day of the week : depends uhs..but for now, saturdays?
flavour : choco!

- 9 Current.
mood : nervous?
taste : taste on ? fo0d? guys? lols...
desktop : a hot red&black HondaRR bike
toenail color : natural
time : 1020
surroundings : quiet; wif music bo0ming from my speakers
annonyance(s) : none is at home now. HAHA
thought : him..?

- 8 first.
best friend : nasyitah -wonder how is she now...
performance : GraduationDay...K2. sepohon kayu...
movie : Aladdin
piercing : secTwo
lie : cannot rmber seys!
music : forget title...but i noe from AmyMastura
car : if the one dat operates by using my legs...3yrs old!

- 7 Last.
drink : RibenaApple
car ride : taxi?
embarassing moments : oh no! i dunno!
movie seen : DateMovie
phone call : abang
cd played : Taufik's...suddenly mizd him la!

-6 have you ever.
dated one of ur best friend : nopes.
broken the law : never.
been arrested : no way.
skinny dipped : wad de?!
been on tv : uhuhs! =))
kissed sumone you didnt know : nah-uh!

- 5 things u're wearing.
BlackJeans
Specs
BlackTop
BlueNecklace
StainlessSteel Ring

- 4 things u've done today.
Bathed
AteBreakfast
StudiedNSL
OnTheComputer

- 3 things u can hear now.
Song boomin from my speakers...
sumone whu juz started his bike downstairs...
my hp message tone...

- 2 things you cant live without.
water
oxygen

- 1 thing you do when u're bored.
dance till i drop dead.

and for the five people.
them
who
is
just
bored!

to0dles u all! *muacks*

2006-08-13T18:21:00.000+04:30

lazie wan blab alot...ytd, had a great time wif my dearies! i had no pics of ytd thoughh..i shall post the pics the other time im wif my dears..so yea! credits to wati!

mi & nari at KAP McD...

the spot we got to munch our BK treats down...

ya ampuunnn!! tk censored nohh muke aku..thnks eh wati!!

nari, me & yaya! ive no choice but clutch to my miloIce...

it was fallin dominoes on one side...while the other side sto0d strong!

as the time neard..it got squeeeeezzyy wen finally ez arrived.

and the rest is jeng3...later la, wen i get more photos i update ks? to0dles!! muz get back to notes..tmrw NSL exam. byeeeee! and dikir more ooommppfff now! we can do it!!

2006-08-11T10:30:00.000+04:30

...i juz dun geddit...wadz so gud bout...and why must...may be a dear but sumtimes pfft..*mumbles*

itz juz few hours down to Malay 'O'Lvl result...wishin evryone gud luck!!!!
>lyk as if they'll see

itz juz few hours down to my NSL prac...omigawd. shud i be nervous?? CANNOT!! muz go fer it sulas...im praying hard to get IV off and bandage? i duno laaaa..scary sia! 2nd person sumore..wapiangs. will be mitin yaya ferz. wearin the uniform...malu la jln sorang2. *hahaz* pls whack mi sumbody~

ehk btw kan, sorie to my dears, dearies n dearest..kalo brape hari ini mi mcm kecoh2 pastu senyap sort sendiri...jgn marah. pms* i duno why...but dis mth is realli bad enuf for mi. so yeaaa..many2 sorie ks. tk semestinye mi diam, mi angry...no ks. so i tink i go siap now...before im late in mitin yaya. to end off...

Happy Bdae to Syakilla dearie, Dhilah badakku and Rudy!!

and also...

us before the fireworks blo0md...

and lastly,

Khas utk Adiratna...ku percaya kter bleh melangkah jauh! insyallah if we put our outmost effort...we can do it for comp ks? jia youuu!!

2006-08-09T20:30:00.000+04:30

ferz thing ferz...
MENSES kills. kks, datz so brutal speakin. ohk it hurts. males out dere ought to feel thankful. *hahaz* i duno why. early in the afternn i kena hit wif menses, trus kena hit wif cramp. wah i tell u...mcm nak tercabot nyawa!! seriousness...i had no other choice but to crouch in my all-so-comfy bed after swollowin painkillers. but it juz got so painful dat i kept weeping. wahpiang..den letak getar panas, mum ask mi to take a nap uhs. so i did..and now, i felt a lil better. a lil onli. nw juz swallowd painkillers again, at least fer mi to sit up use the comp...and watch ndp parade...

Happy Bdae Spore & Danial Farhan!!!

letz talk bout the greatest time i had ytd. seriously great!! -minus the nt gud ones uhs... met basitah n dhilah at semb mrt. so sorie my dearies for being late. so yes i cabot-ed lecture in the mornin, many2 thnks to nisa fer helpin mi tap my card. den umm...oh we made our way to sch in cab! dun wan to be late...den trus mit up wif my long, mizd band! to0k pics wif mr drum major, nizam. den while they gt ready for the parade, mi helpd wif the malay dancers. wif their makeup. wahhh, i nid to practice more. my hand still trembling sey anuh eyeliner. den skejap2 i run out to see the band. i tell u...I AM DAMN PROUD OF YOU BAND!!! juz one werd...

Proud!

sad to say i mizd out their formatn. sumone pls whck mi but i did saw em dance!! kiuttt mans! and their dressing were uber str! i loike! and none of them faintd, they rocK!!! at times...terkenang masa ku lead the band in our ferz marching parade. the nvr-gone feeling. awwwss...and w/o fail, eversince dat yr, the band received the loudest cheer evry ndp parade. juz so proud of u guyz...and mr puvan came!!! wif a "shrunken" belly?? he SLIMMD down sia!! *hahaz* den down to the hall for more ndp performances...dances, and BAND again!! but small no.of em, danced to Tequila using flo0rball sticks...den we all seniors at the back shoutin 'Tequila' nonstop. *hahaz* den ridwan, mr drummer...was uber coolness as always!!! he rock la him! \m/

the concert ended up wif almost the whole sch singin...if onli sumone din say, lee kuan yew doesnt reward him for singin...*hahaz* i joind the band, we held arms and sang along tgr...the feelin was juz great! and basitah, i tink itz the ferz time our sch felt so united. aww-ness! after dat, chatted wif some teachers..ms sal esp! she CUT her hair...grrrr...*hahaz* siap uh her bdae comin, sabo her! den left wif my basitah, man n dhilah dearie to ssc pizzahut wif the malay dancers. cikgu blanje! thnks many2 cikgu!! den i head down to sch for tutorial..HAHA! rajin sak sulas...
and after class, tgr wif my dears...zanna,fiah,waty,nari,zirah,yaya&ez...we headed for esplanade to see fireworks!! we tapaud BK & LJS...got our spot and chill abt. yadayada...and the fireworks came off @ 9pm sharp!!! wo0ts!!! itz super nice...it left mi speechless and was imaginin how wud it be...if he was dere wif me. den minus some stuffs...after the spectacular display, i reach hm almost midnite. to0k a taxi ride hm...and the taxi uncle is the one whu appeard in the spore idol ad! *hahaz* kecoh la him. nasib aku tk mintak autograph.

so yeaaa...to my dears, despite wadeva dat happen, pucuk pangkal..we enjoyd ourselves rite? it was a beautiful moment for mi to watch the fireworks wif u gurlz..
catch y'all ard! will try to get pics..vid..ks? toodles! luv u all...

2006-08-05T17:46:00.000+04:30

Updates~!!

ohhness. finally get to update! the past few days been realli tired to update. so here goes...

PROJECTS OVER!!!!! *jumps up&down*

and alhamdulillah, tgr wif my gurlz all our projects was able to achieve a gradeA. despite the lastminute-ness and the mabok-ness, we did it! but lesson learnt, kalo tk last min..confem dpt grade AD! *hahaz* u go gurlz...i heart u all to bits la! now we haf to go thru practicals. MIC is done. i haf no comments...lols. AAP and NSL...i want to ace it!!! ks den umm...we got lyk 2 wks to study for exams. muz make it...i dun care. muz study. go sulas! *hahaz*

den on 2ndAug we had our HS idol in conjunctn wif Nurses Day. *hahaz* tkpe la the contestants tk nyanyi sesedap spore idol. *hahaz* at least they dared. and the winner goes up to Khadir! congrats mans... but the most ridiculous part of the show is wen the lecturers&staffs create a fool out of themselves! we had DrThomas as a casanova...DrRon as mamak kena chase by 6other ladies ard the "tree". *hahaz* den ANDY SANG?!?!?! *eyes bolted out* nt alone...but wif other staff...but lyk he SANG?!

"im on the top of the werld lookin...."

*covers face laughin* den we concluded the whole event by singin 'Heal The World' and swingin our torches in the dark. awwwss..how shwit! den after dat refreshments. fuhhh punye la byk mknan!! but i onli went for one serving. unlike my rocker and JT, they went for 5 servings! *gasp* den on dat day itself, my gurlz all came in skirts! *nyahahs* kepakatan-ness. den we take pics wif mdm sara n DrROn!!

AAP practical..blood typing. *muahaha* we basically prick our own finger la. here, the dark one is mine and the lighter one is zanna.

focusin very hard...kestress-ness!

dere we were wif our leader, JT. *hahaz* sumtimes i juz dun understand him...

the whole class of P06 wif DrRon. thnks to DrRed for being the photographer!

NSL class! never did i noe...mdm sara lyk to take pics. *hahaz*

to conclude it off.......

hearts em! ~fiah n waty missin from the pic. cermin toilet pn jadi ehk krg? *hahaz*

and oh, dikir! weds trainin was cancelled. but had trainin ytd. half the squad attended...verie fruitful! we complete almost evrytin..tinggal halusi. baik la krg! and i haf to agree wif abg im, ragam lawa....fuh-ness! and before dikir, we had a small celebratn for Ayie&Yaty. Happy Bdae u two! punye la kecoh the guyz...klaz, take care my luvd ones!

2006-08-01T22:40:00.000+04:30

the smarties!! gara2 presentatn...actually i x laa...cume same2 psl black&white. *hahaz*

letz do a rojak post!! coz dere is so many things i wana blog after so long nvr blog, so here i am! i wan to blog all i wan! uhhh...??

ohk so today...Happy Nurses Day!! to all nurses, nurses-to-be... *hahaz* we are goin to haf the big celebratn tmrw. and yes!! guess whuz back? mdm sara is back to take our class!!!! *jumps up n down* and she suprised us wif a Nurses Day gift...ferrero rocher! wahhhhh...*mouth hangin* den todae is oso JieTao bdae...happy bdae man! den my rocker, joel, is back!! hez doin fine after the minor op...but he told mi he'll scream if i punch at his wound. LOL. whu wan to punch seys. but den, during lunch he suddenly screamd! and we tot the fork got stuck to his teeth! panic2...all kanchiong oredy...skali it was onli him tryin to remove a chicken bone. *slaps forehead* and my dear ladies screamd over a dead cockroach? *slaps forehead* sumore wad ehk...umm...no haf la.

den letz talk bout..ytd! 31stJuly! boboy's bdae! once again...happy bdae mans! mi n mummy think n think...still duno wad to giv, at last i made a food hamper. nt so big, nt so small...juz nice. den by rite i tag it wif a cd-rom. which was spose to contain all the pics we had...but den i no time!! den i juz yada yada giv kosong2 lyk dat wif a msg written on the cd. aduhmak. den wen im in sch, he ringd mi up to ask wadz inside the cd. paisehh seys! *hahaz* but welcum...much2 appreciated! *smilez* den uhs...at nite, went for my appt to check on my limping. doc say i kena back injury..den my nerve to rt leg affectd...sad kan? den she poke2, press2...den i feel better now! but still swallowin pain killer. ohk so even wen i was at doc, i was tuning in to Ria...coz boboy's bro, saiful n hez crew was on air! baik la Urbanize! for more info of them...pls visit www.myspace.com/itsurbanize. but wad i wantd to highlight bout the interview is...

[1]fiza luvs the way saiful speaks...! *hahaz*
[2]i like their song- Can you werk it?
[3]he dedicatd a bdae song for boboy...wah best! live dedicatn beb!

so yea. do check out their myspace uhs! lagi2 yg suke hiphop..lompat2...*hahaz* support la diorg. den wahhh...i din noe i alot to update! prac testSs comin up. muz study! muz study! tmrw in collabratn wif nurses day celebratn is HS idol. jia you to all finalists!!! may u all get the...iPod? fuyohhhs! so den ummm...i duno wad else to say!

so
i
hereby
end
here
ohks?

BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!

2006-07-29T16:15:00.000+04:30

some strangers are juz so nice*

back from Kallang, after gettin quotatns for trophies wif anuar bulat. den slept thru out the whole journey back to woodlands. went out verie early u noe! intended to go to the gig at ArtHouse to support afnan's band...IsuLover...-how amazing i gt to noe him...- tapi tk jadi! thnks to abg uh, kena kerja. grrrrr...chop his head off ar! *muahahas* had i known i go for awallah dondang seys...*hmpf*

so to IsuLover..ALL THE BEST!!!!
to Awallah Dondang actors, BAIK LA KRG!!! *hahaz*
ikan todak ah! ikan todak ah!

den tmrw wun be sendin mdm annur off, sad seys. no laa..im mitin my ladies to do up our PAS & FON projects. got to finish off...so mayb i call/sms mdm annur at nite ke..
confem rindu dier gler babs seys! saudi oeiii..bukan msia. 4tahun oeiii...bukan 4jam! so den...lyk dat uhs. been realli tryin hard to revise..esp AAP. i wan to ace ley! den been practisin ragam...must!! loads and loads of effort needed. go sulas! den uhs...other den dat, will definitely be less bloggin. if not oso, it will be short n swit ones...all the best to all for upcoming exams! jia you~!!

P/S: boboy bdae comin...wad to buy for him?? *scratch head*

2006-07-28T10:18:00.000+04:30

i tot i was too tired to blog.
but i had a loooooooooooongggg & wonderful sleep!
and i woke up to a weird morning.
hp was by my leg, head was by the bed side and pillows on top of me.
hmmz...geddit? hmmz...i dun too.
and my mum din scream to wake mi up. even more weird...
and she cooked a scrumptous bfast. egg,wedges,toast & tehsusu. hmmz...
den mum and atok gt talkin bout the future..of us 4 sibs. *scratch head*
and thnks, they say im the one gettin married ferz?! yooohoooooo!! abg ley??
den i bullshit, anihow say i wan study overseas get Degree,PhD,Masters...
and bang!, im still the one to gt married ferz. dang weird...
and den mum ask how is ahem...!!
but dis time enthusiastically wan to noe how hez doin...
im weirdly amazed. -i din reply her though!
so now...wad im thinkin is, to get ready asap, mit my ladies asap so dat the weird mornin can come to an end. oh gosh! and daddy has reachd KL safely. yes AGAIN hez in KL. but before he left, he bought mi 2 big pillows from Ikea. wah bestt..now my bed has.......SIX pillows! den abg is back to his mo0d swings. another weird person. klaz...wen dere's more to blog, i will! many2 luv frm mii...byeee!

P/S: another weird thing ytd, of all Qn.my lil bro fwend cud ask mi, he ask if im attached? omgawd...do i lo0k too old or wad?

2006-07-25T19:21:00.000+04:30

KE-STRESS-AN!

*sigh*
feelin the heat of projects...nt to only do it but ACE it. feelin the heat as the presentatn dates nearsSs!! feelin the heat of revising FIVE modules. feelin the heat of insufficient time!!! THREE wks to exams leyy...left alone MIC practical test..NEXT WEEK!

*sigh deep2*
im so goin for AAP peer mentoring. i shud be ohk wif PAS, MIC n NSL. but FON?! wahpiangg..loads of memory wk la dat module.. cannot accept u noe...*pulls hair* grrr...muz start memorizing from now. muz study!!!!!

-sumbody pls smack mi hard.

ohk! letz talk bout todae...we learnt bout reproductive system n sexual intercourse. LOL! wad u xpect...evrybody pays their fullest attention!!! *hahaz* esp Nari dear whu was a lil high...*chuckles* and Fiah dear came in long skirt! lyk finally~!!! followd by...ummm...oooohhh! MrLim finally said out my full name...dat is also bcoz DrThomas helpd him out. cis! and NSL...the arrival of the new lecturer. and guess wad, she say shez onli wif us for dis wk?! lyk pfft..we changin lecturers again!?! shez ohk laa...we were spose to do SETS on MdmSara...we wrote gud2 things bout her uhs! den got comment part...i go rite dun steal our MdmSara away! *hahaz* ridiculous rite? of cuz i erased it away...*nyahahs*

other den dat...i tink datz all? i am so gona update the calendar at the side. so dat evrytime i singgah my homepage, terpang-pang tu calendar...den at least i get scared and will do all my studyin and all. haiyaaa!! i miz sec sch life la! oh before i 4get, my rocker go for operatn. wad operatn?? *scratch head* joel get well soon dude!

2006-07-24T23:15:00.000+04:30

a quick, short post!
dang tired..wana do a lil revisn before i doze off!
tadi dikir...tension beb. but no matter wad...muz carry on.
pple pls remind mi to prac, prac & prac!!! fuhhh~
den tadi tk pernah2 balik ngn aishah, dila, fana ngn ama...
pure kecoh-ness!!
serious...mi rase kalo all the way ngn diorg, confem stomach cramp!
*hahaz*

---> and ama, i dun care ks..weds muz haf pillow fight. *muahahahas*

krg rase rase tak...aku bleh main paluan? *weehee*
yaty confem hapi gler babs kalo la aku tahu main anak...
tapi nasib malangnye...tk tau nohhh!
so insyallah..next comp ke? amcm?

den uhs...
i got a new ringtone!! YeQu..frm my rocker, Joel.
he rock la him...! had he nt placd his hp on ringin mode,
i wun noe he got dat ringtone!
and my rocker, get well soon! speakin of get well soon...
abg can sprain his ankle?! wahh ni nurse dh naik boring...
*hahaz* no laaa...i feel so happy dat now things are gud b/w us...
alhamdulillah...

so i tink smpai sini jek la. luv u all many2!!! and apologies to my dear mates performin in Awallah Dondang...i cant watch y'all perform. all the best!!

2006-07-23T12:03:00.000+04:30

credits to MzShadina. sumone pls stop mi frm smiling lyk dat again! *grinz*

hmmz...finally i get to blog! on friday...NITE, it was super kecohness as we gatherd for Mdm Annur's BBQ Farewell Party. nt many sec4s turnd up...LOADS of sec5s. *hahaz* xpectd mans...so the gang were- me, idah, nisa, azizah, hafiz, yvonne, ct su and hazi! thx hazi dearie for comin no matter how tired u were! it was pure kecohness coz azizah suddenly had dis crazie idea of playing the pri sch g ames we used to play...*hahaz* fuun laa...play catchin, ice&water, SPS, chopchillichop...
CCC was the fun-nest! itz lyk fairus, hakim and vinod joind us! *hahaz* i tell u.. happenin gler!!! *twist* had a great time...left after talking wif the teachers and gettin a hug frm mdm annur!! nyahahas...cant deny shez simply a great teacher.

PLUS+++++++ guess wad...i BROKE 2 drains at the park. wah serious mans...nt my fault! after investigatin n careful observatn...the drains dat i broke was the drains dat mr lathif sto0d on!!! so...*hahaz* thnks eh...nw my left ankle lyk got blueBlack. *diao* so went hm feelin so worn out...and nope, i did nt go to sch for the councillors. coz mdm laila is nt dere! so i rather sleep at home.

letz move on to ytd! saturday morning...woke up late! actually mmg disengajakn... *hahaz* den ptg before dikir, was wif kak ika...den dikir seberapa jek dtg. but glad the newbies came! den while waitin fer abg to come...we all halusi ragam on our own. den *hahaz*...dila, tina...krg tkde so now kter ckp psl amalina plak! ni ama...*hahaz* kecian kena kacau ngn aku...pillow flying sane sini uuu!! tapi tkpe laa.. aslkan tetap happy. *hahaz* abeh yaty ngn dee asik kekecohan, aku terkekek nonstop sey! *chuckles* den bler abg dtg...omigawd! ragam tukar sane sini n additn of ragam for juara's solo. kusmanget!!! im tryin so hard to catch up. but i find the ragam nice la!

datz it, must spend todae practisin. and studyin!! i cant believe exam is lyk in THREE wks time?! *smacks myself* so i tink i end here...by sayin IM SO IN LUV wif taufik's new track. Usah Lepaskan...check it out at YouTube fer the so calld 'preview'. meaningful...i find the lyrics so meaningful to me...and i dedicate to dat sumone out dere. u noe whu u are...*smilez*

muacks! =))

2006-07-20T23:00:00.000+04:30

we DEMAND for mdm sara back!!!!

aiseymans. duno wad to say. i was so smgt wan to blog...but thnks to syuk, the rest of the sibs kena lecture wen one bit itz not even our fault. sto0pid la him...he go play soccer after sch for wad. wan to lie oso duno how to lie! *urgh* so now im so full of kemalasan to blog. so yea.

k bye. *yawnz* gd nite.

2006-07-19T00:47:00.000+04:30

omgawd...<--i duno hw many times i had mentn dat over & over again 2dae. LOLS.
itz 12midnite plus plus...i cant sleep yet. duno whyy...my eyes are tellin mi to sleep but my brain is tellin mi to blog, blog, blog! so here i am...

ferzly, thanks many2 to dila chombi for being dere for i nid to let it out sumhow sumwad. thnks many2 eh!! i sumtimes sort laa..duno hw to handle things until i tell pple. *heees* i tot suprisingly i had a great time during AAP prac wif DrRed. stone&stick...*rofl* and i understand the chpt so much much more! duno wadz wif DrRed but he was juz hilarious dat i could spill my intestines out as i laughd. *hahaz* over&out sia sulas! and 2dae will be the last time DrRed relief. den NSL... i feel a lil f* up laa...eversince we gt the new lecturer, lesson has been gud n fruitful. and we're all tryin to slowly adapt to the new lecturer. skali *bang*, we were told nxt wk onwards another new lecturer. pfft! lyk kiddin sia they all..we all serious bout our exams...they can juz change2. aiseyman. i feel so f* bcoz changin lecturers means ive to change my means of understandin the way they teach. verie duno wad to say laa...

so put dat aside. den umm...after sch! watch UBM.com fashion show. *hahaz* i was practically 'scared' to see all dose body builders. lyk over&out fit! the skin stretches so much...lyk anytime i can tear it! oh no, yaya say lyk dolls! *hahaz* den wen for dikir...YES!! we gt loads of newcomers...thnks to the last resort which is to run recruitment thru NPmail. and *hahaz*...comes along 2 more nurses to join the gang! my seniors...ironically, they lo0k lyk Yr1s. so much fer being in the same blk ehk? *hahaz* syakina and aishah...and oso another gurl, suzanna! baik laa..now gt 3 "su" in Adiratna. *hahaz*

and dikir trainin was juz as hilarious...i duno why. but dis one worst, i tink i can spill all my internal organs uhs! over&out sulas! in our lagu gt lyric ketawa uhs...abeh yan msk kan lyk gimic ah? oh the lenggang lenggok. ketawa aha aha ahahaha ahaA..

*laugh heads off* u juz imagine laa...we all aha aha ahaha HAHAHAHHAHA!

den buat ragam smue...den kecian tina alwaeiz kena sindir. *hahaz* den aeen showd mi a frend of hers who so calld lo0k lyk yan too. ironically, i compared them by the nose! *hahaz* the farnie part for mi was dat they lo0k similar in the way their hair is...messy ard the head...lyk my lecturemate, mushrm!! *hehez* den wad else ehk... i duno laa...we were most of the time rollin on the flo0r laughin -over&out- due to the aha aha ahahaha part and the ragam oso coincides in such a way we are laughin all the way! can u guyz hold on for awhile?

*giggles*-*cough*-*chokes*...*gulp*

okay back. izwan, u tink onli u can blog abt me ar? thnks eh used mi to compare to a fat man and a thin man...
Assembly was VERY hilarious piece of shit!! Hhahaa features a very very very fat man(triple of the size of sulas) and a very very very thin man(1/3 of the size of sulas) and a lady. haha.. it was about racial harmony whatever crap

but at least i shall blog sumtin gud bout u la. dis ~~beautiful~~ pakngah of mine had sent mi his latest, beautifully composed songs -2 to be exact...im juz speechless after listenin to it...dang beautiful. dah izwan! jgn kembang nohh!!! if onli he cud fit in lyrics...but his songs mmg magical. dah cukup2...aku tk nak puji si izwan lebih2...over&out, dier kembang2 lupe dehh nnt swensen aku! *hahaz*

okay next! am i bloggin too much? i cant sleep laa...thinkin whether to go for mdm annur's farewell party dis fri which start at 6pm. and oh gawd, i end lesson at 6pm. so havin doubts. and Sat mdm laila ask to turun sch, tk leh accept ni. hmmz..juniors wad happen to u la my dears?? haiya, i tink i juz end here can? abang is still nt dat well...he is tossing n turning...omgawd. wonder he can xtend his MC till tmrw. pooor him. and "poor" mi will be finishin sch dang early tml! yess! here comes revisn in the lib at nite! i loike~!! okays, gud early mornin to all! muuuaacckkss!!

P/S: to my dearest gfwend, be strong ks while hez away in UK. time flies fast n before u noe it wud be the end of Aug when u'll see him again. tc sweets! =))

2006-07-18T19:31:00.000+04:30

mao...mao...mao...

kesengauan sudah melanda! luckily my flu haf stopd. but im feelin feverish...by rite now i shud be at wlnd lib as usual, doin my own revision. but my body tk leh accept uhs. abes la revisn aku! den abg is also flat...fever. po0r him. seee..and im nursin him. *hahaz* stubborn sey dis patient..dun wan to eat. punch the face..*kabiish*

todae sch was ohk...but sunyi la! nari!!! faster get well soon! the gang lyk not complete seyy...den mi n waty lyk so sick...so the grp iz lyk so sunyi. faster come back to sch ks? *hahaz* can i juz say...i lyk sara tampal to teach NSL!!!! why muz she go replace mdm lam and now we kena new teacher...dun wan!!!!! *whails* so ma fan de...so used to her naggin, skali kena new teacher. rebel uhs. dun go for practical. LOLS! project presentatnsSs comin super uber soon...jeng3! so gotta buck up a lil..

dikir change lagu again, change ragam again...aiseyman! *hahaz* but ohkay la, tetap ku suke deh! *wo0ts* we can do it gurlz... =)) den umm...tk tahu dgn kesengau-an ku ini akan effect bs0k nyer training. aiseylamak...! *hahaz* den i tink kan...tu jek la i wan blog...muz go force abg to eat his dinner. and i myself nid dinner..so yea. take care pple whuever is lyk falling sick...seee! nurse verie concern..*rofl*

before i end...thnks to elias for the pics and dere is also a vid of Paduka! *hahaz*

wah jambu seys! nisa terpang-pang nohh pat tgh. ye bdk2 canberra? *hehez*

wah! lawa sey Paduka...tapi kan...rase2kan...Adiratna lagi cun tk? *weehee*

baik la Adiratna! hampir hati tergoda... *hahaz*

abeh utk video dier kan..sila copy n paste dis url: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fS77BL99yFo&search=paduka

last but not the least,
Happy 17th Bdae to Nabila, Feiruz & Amee!

2006-07-16T12:12:00.000+04:30

cant believe i cried watchin Suria Segar tribute to Allahyarham Ishak Ahmad...

2006-07-15T21:48:00.000+04:30

--> i miz daddy laa..hez always flyin wif his boss to KL. daddy faster come back laaaaaaaa

BOO!!!
wahhh..im realli wreckd. feelin verie2 tired. whole day out. letz start!

met up wif anuar bulat *hahaz* at Commonwealth to head down to queensway shoppin ctr. juz to shop for trophies! hmmz...realli difficult decision to make...hmms. but we did it in a snap! dila, will be sending u the pics n quotatns soon ks! den we went down to clementi and makan! before anuar go back to sch for International Nite performance and before mi go mit hazi dearie. makan2 punye makan.. sempat nohh amik gambar! *hahaz* mmg gerek la hangout ngn anuar...dgn dier punye nonstop cwaziee-ness and singin...gerek la! *hahaz* baik la anuar...

den met hazi dearie at wlnds. coz she nid to survey for her new bag...and THANK YOU SO MUCH coz i nid sumone to talk to. oh wait...i tink i shall summarize our meetin in pointers...*nyahahs* here goes...

[1]she came late! *sob2* but nahhs...itz orite. i used to be late. HAHA
[2]she made mi go all the way back to JE bcoz she wan go JP. *hahaz*
[3]i learn abt OMD from her...which is...oh mi dog
[4]i kept wanting to giv her dis balloon which we saw at Popular.. "For Dummies" *rofl*
[5]we ate pancakes which Chocolate taste lyk Peanut Butter and vice versa...

and i duno wad else...but MOST importantly...we went out here n dere...but bought nothin!! *hahaz* ohmigawd...i was almost temptd to get new slippers. yes! i nid new slippers...oh is dere any kind souls out dere? my $5 slipper is gona say byebye anitime...buy for mi ks? and..umm...i'll cherish u for the rest of my life! *hahaz* mepek la sulas... btw, i miz being calld sulas! pple pls call mi sulas...!!! so hmmz..i tink i end here la. tired la. *yawnz* but still i'll be sleepin late. *lols*
here goes some pics taken wif anuar!

sempat nohh dier berposing!

aku pon skaki laa...jempot minum lemon ais teh! *hahaz*

we tot we saw sumone dat deserve a whackin...hmmz, did i tell u my eyes are lyk pingpong balls?? can drop and roll anytime! *lols*

and dah la! tkkn nak share smue ngn krg...nxt time jek la! sape2 nak kenal anuar sila hubungi...98765432..ks??

P/S: alaaa..i dun understand wad is happenin now. was the msg realli been sent out or not...haiyo. my <3 goes nowhere la. i juz want...*sigh* im still waitin. fullstop

2006-07-15T12:30:00.000+04:30

stress menye-stress stressin kan u!!

*nyahahs* back from a realli stressin dk trainin. even the seniors were totally stressd up..kan dee? ape ntah lagi freshies mcm aku...serious. the ragam is nice but realli2 nid time...omgawd. skrg aku bleh lupe ragam dier...mamposs! sho0t mi sumbody!!

and now most like saturdays will oso be havin trainin. oh man, but nehmind all for the sake of Adiratna...ku sanggup! cedibahh..ni baru namenye jiwa beb. ntah..Gaz skit2 jumpe asik2...su tak jiwa sey! tk bersalah nohh aku... den yea. verie tiring i muz realli2 organize my time. EXAM in ONE mth beb...no joke.

tmrw goin out wif anuar bulat..*hahaz* lyk to call him dat la..coz hez face so the bulat. we nid to survey on trophies fer the upcomin Germelapan. so yeaa..den i wan go study, mayb in the evenin. lib super quiet...easy to study! den wasted tmrw cant go international nite...no tix left. *sigh* all the best to all Paduka boys & Sri Mandiling dancers! did i get dat rite...?

oh no...im in deep s*...sumtin gona smack mi...

P/S: Al-Fatihah kpd pemergian Ishak Ahmad. Begitu sebak ku mendengar khabar...kali trakhir ku melihatnya...MegaPerdana. innalillah...

2006-07-13T22:07:00.000+04:30

I am...Happy!

no nid ask why la. *nyahahs* sch was great...duno why but great uhs. *hahaz* my day today verie gud la! *rofl* Hady is in! woopeydoo! im juz overwhelmd wif happiness as i recalld my day 2dae...duno why la! dun ask why...*muahahs*

but i got sumtin to share la...i din noe sum guyz nowadays thickd skin! i went to Popular to get stuffs...den skali dis guy walk pass me wif the 02 Xda Phone!!!! *screams* my dream phone...den i tink he tot i lo0kin at him. den i juz lo0k away laa...cant be botherd. den when i wan go to the file section, i bump into him and quickly apologize. malu seys! how do i noe he was standin behind me?! den i go pen section...skali he go dere. den i juz bo-layan uhs...den pat counter he was in frnt of me. so ohhk...den i paid for my stuff and left Popular. skali he approach me outside Popular...aku pn bingung! *scratch head* skali dis is wad happen..

Guy: hey! itz nt dat difficult to approach mi u noe...
Me: *one eyebrow up* wad de..?!?
Guy: tak yah nak langgar mi smue, nak kenal2 ckp je la...
Me: *showin a disgusted face* my sorry was sincere juz now..tkde niat nak langgar2...excuse me..

and i left on the spot!! omgawd...*gawf* i cant believe he so prasan! tk leh accept sey aku! eventhough hez muke bleh la tahan -plus minus- ahem looks better! serious u noee...i cuden be botherd to look back to see how he reactd, i juz walk away. omgawd...lesson learnt for me, nvr stare at pple's O2 Xda Phone. bad bad bad mistake!

finally, bought abang's present...earphones! uber kewl ones which actually cause abit of a whole in my wallet...*chuckles* but all fer him la. 2dae was really happy get to go sch wif him after so long. susah la..skrg abg werkin shift lain2 so sumtime nvr clash wif my timing. and yes...i wan to end here by sayin CANDY EMPIRE HERE I COME!!! dhilah dearie is soooo kind enuf to bring mi to candy empire tml. i loike~! so yea...toodles.

P/S: i spose i haf to live by dis phrase...made by myself of cuz, *hahaz* enjoy evry lil bit of happiness before disappointment strucks me...and i did! heeee...im juz so happy la.

2006-07-12T23:55:00.000+04:30

Air Liur [5566]
and
Air Pasang [183Club

wad im tryin to say is dat...i tot i find dis hilarious! datz wad we kacau Nari wif..*hahaz* rite nari? bcoz her dear shaowei is inside. *hahaz*

dk trainin gets tens-ER...stress-ER...throat kill-ER!! *speechless* but sumhow, sumwad..i went on wif no regrets. insyallah...!

projectSs loads comin up. but ive yet to feel the uber stress. my dear badak family, take care many2 u noe...u all are realli worn out! muz jage!! dun breakdown ks? stay strong...baik la ke-badak-kan!

and now im dang tired...sturgglin to finish essay to ask izwan help mi print. thanks many2 man! dang tired...shall leave now...*yawnz* stay happy ks u all?

Happy Bdae Dearest Abang!

2006-07-11T20:36:00.000+04:30

Finally!!
RJ completed...punya la lega hati dpt pass up. tapi tu pon maseh ader blanks sane sini. *hahaz* sedih sey! 2dae was simply a great day...unlike ytd. let mi summarize ytd...

i pfft woke up late.
i pfft left the houz w/o bfast.
i pfft left the hous w/o bismillah.
i pfft ran after bus.
i pfft sat on a wet seat in the mrt.
sumone pfft spilld a whole bottle of water.
i was pfft blind enuf to see.
i pfft wen to sch wif wet butt.
evryone was pfft lookin.
i pfft thicken my skin.
my dream of tunzira the nite came true the nxt mornin!
i pfft cant believe it happen.
my heart felt pfft weird.
but by lunch...evrytin went perfectly fine till nite.

so lesson learnt -->> NEVER LEAVE THE HOUZ W/O bismillah

dere...summarized! dun mind the pfft...*hehez* today was perfectly great! let mi tell. went to sch wif zalina...after so uber long! den lecture yadayada...den NSL! miz dat sara tampal...*rofl* cant believe i say dat. pass my NSL! but din ace...dang~ den lunchd at MegaBites- mizd the food dere! den it was AAP. spose to be Dr Ronnie...but he was on MC for 2wks. den dis Dr Red took over...oh man! i luv his accent! *mimic him* as it flow downwards of the axon... u juz imagine the pekat-ness! *hahaz* and he juz keep mi awake in lecture...*hahaz* and instead of 2hr AAP...he ended evrytin in 1hr! so longer break before PAS tutorial, which means finish up RJ! and nvr endlessly...fiah kena kacau!

fiah jgn marah ehk..tk gurau maka tk ceria. ewah!

den PAS tutorial...suka nohh aku kacau si Lim! *hahaz* hez a verie farnie man! den at the end of the lesson wantd to remind us bout temp taking dis thurs... dgn smgt nyer dier ckp... "Class, dont forget to bring ur temperature this thurs! *rolls on flo0r laughin* u shud haf seen his face!!! aper lagi...terburai la satu class...dgr2 kena bwk temp ehk? *hahaz* aper lagii..i disturb him all the way till i leave the door! *lmao* "sir! later thurs i bring my temp and report to u my themometer, can?"

am i bad or wad? *hahaz* den dear zanna droppd her hp...OUCH! serious ouchness! den i say uhs...zanna kiss her phone gudbye. den me n nari can start singin 'Kiss Goodbye'...*hahaz* Mei yi ci he ni feng kai... together2 plak tu!! den the rain got heavier. LOLS! went hm...wif joel! he rock la him...miz talkin to him! den wif godilock...no more curly hair la she...den wif jessie! wahh..3 pple take turns. not bad...klaz, wana finish up my essay...and abg got a bouquet of flower from fareedah!? so unfair!!!! i oso wan!!! and mind u...itz pink roses wif teddy bear! *whails* i still duno wad to get for abg...*grinz* bubbye!